hmm... yesterday was utterly awful... too much happened... all dark of nature...
i can't put to words the shock and disappointment that besieged me...
what do i feel when a person i worshipped like my god turned out to be only human... a man who crashed right down to my feet...
when all the words that screamed in my head were scornful... derogatory words...
if my god crumbles... what faith do i hold on to...
shit.