last night was pretty bad... i got up abruptly in the middle of the night...
checked my handphone... and it is three in the mornin...
i received two text messages... one from quan and the other marcus...
it was a very adorable apologetic text message from marcus...
i do not like marcus the way i like nellypies... despite our pretty incriminatin history... but i do like marcus very much... why am i blabberin...
anyway... i apologized too for rippin him up the other day... i felt so awful after givin him a piece of my mind... its good that everythin is fine once again...
anyway... i only went back to bed at four... and i had a very frightful nightmare...
in my dream... nellypies was faggin... and i was horrified because i know how much he abhors smokers...
i was nearly hysterical when i snatched the cig from his mouth and flung it to the floor... and demanded an explanation for the bizarre change in him...
and the reply was an accusation of how high maintenance i was and how stressful it is for him...
and in my dream i flung back about how understandin i was to him through this period... gawd...
i felt so broken when i woke this mornin... heh... a troo troo to nellypies helped though and i went drivin with a peace of mind...
i was so stupidly eager to board the shuttle bus... i forgot to top up my account...
damn... can anyone help me...