hmm... after a series of deep thinkin...
*gah*... the mass communications course is somethin i think i want to pursue...
now i feel like kickin myself for takin it in a breeze... *shakes head*
*damn*... but the thought of majorin in communication studies and minoring in psychology is so terribly delicious... please pray for me...
alright... enough of these head splittin worries...

i was at westmall chattin up with a couple of friends over coffee...
the bulk of our convo was about their bein unattached and the emotional hollowness that followed... the mood was pretty dismal i must say...
they were visibly depressed and i was pretty incredulous...
honestly... at my age... had i been single and available...
fishin for the prospective boyfriends would be the very last thing on my mind...
the guys are slightly older than i am... probably three years...
but still... i don't see what is the hurry...
i don't need men at every intervals of my life... and i find male attention hardly flatterin...
except for maybe my boy's attention... which i find infinitely pleasin...
i had been alone for three years before my boy entered...
and i think i like the kind of life without commitment and brimmin freedom...
as much as i enjoy my life now...
in fact... quan thinks that the three years have made me oblivious to men...
such that failed relationships hardly affect me anymore...
seriously... why am i going on and on... *laughs*...
the guys passed me somethin from ben which made me laugh...
it reminded me of my terribly nasty temper in the past...
hee... so for folksie who are feelin down due to a lack of the right one...
like shiang mouse... ser... and my three spastic guy friends...
cheer up dudes... life is just a game...