hmm... whoa it is already eleven months since i was together with nel...
err... it is last night at 1.16 am to be precise...
but hell yea... it slipped my mind until almost a while ago...
which is perfectly fine because i guess it slipped his mind entirely...
men are such horrendous creatures...
sigh... i think in the past these dates would be such an occasion...
now... no one gives a flying fuck...
heh... honestly i don't think i have a right to rant in this unbecomin manner...
because well... i think i have a worse memory for dates...
and in addition... i did mention i thought commemorating these dates are dumb...
but oh well... balls to the world... woe to men... cursed be... whatever...
damn... i'm a walkin irony... but screw it... if you know just shut the fuck up...
*sigh* on retrospect... i think i should not have sold my lesson away...
i did rather listen to the damned instructor rattle than to head to any church tonight... i haven't a trace of anti-christ sentiments in me now...
hell... i'm just unchurchy... whatever that means...
no one asks for my opinion anymore... shit fuck...
and hey balls to the world!