yesterday... my cousin came knockin at my door for tuition...
hmm... and at pretty bad timin i might add...
i was about to meet xiujuan, peishan and serena at town...
i was a little disgruntled... not annoyed really...
because i remembered his sisters lendin me a hand with work at school...
hmm... after tuition i headed to town to meet xiujuan and serena...
heh... we walked past mrs fields and xiujuan stopped to get some cookies...
there was a really cute heart shaped cookie...
i bought a cookie for nelly... with the wordin... nelly loves me...
xiujuan ruined the wordin though...
because she was so excited in givin her churros a blow job... *laughs*
after that we went to chomp chomp for some food...
i seldom take shellfish really... it tastes really stale...
but the lala was really good...
i haven't a clue to the name lala...
but i suppose it means very spicy... *laughs*
went to nelly's place after that to surprise him with the cookie...
hmm... this mornin emily called while i'm out with nelly...
needin my help to stand in because joce did not turn up for work...
i felt it was my responsibility to help but was really reluctant to...
because i wanted to spend the week end with my boy...
the matter was resolved i suppose...
nelly had to go to mommy's church to help with the band...
hence... i roamed toa payoh central all by myself...
strangely... it came to a point i sat by the bench and started cryin to myself...
i felt so miserable because i had to spend most parts of the week days alone...
and even on weekend i'm not spared the loneliness...
i'm so embarrassed about myself...
so the boy found me sittin on the bench with my eyes drenched with tears...
so he hugged me and i felt happy and loved all over again... *laughs*
we headed to town after that... and nelly was ecstatic...
because there is a 50% discount at british india...
heh... my boy has high class taste mind you...
and he loves the clothes i choose for him too... *grins*
after that we went to levis and i fell in love with the newest colour for 593...
heh... its 119 bucks... i guess it'll have to wait...
dinner at a japanese food outlet was great... and i bought durian cakes for mommy...
i enjoyed the journey home in particular...
it is when nelly and i really chatted in depth...
heh... and i realised the fondness we had for each other remains strong...
although for the past week... we had been through so much...
hmm... i feel like i had let nelly down...
especially the time when i felt so down i turned to ben for help...
and i had to confess to nelly because the guilt was killin me...
nelly is really good to me... and i know it is because he really loves me...
hmm... i'm too used to being wilful and impulsive...
but nelly had taught me so much...
he taught me there is no such thing as a perfect relationship...
rather... how we work through difficulties and differences together...
right now i am learnin to appreciate the space i have for myself...
hmm... and at pretty bad timin i might add...
i was about to meet xiujuan, peishan and serena at town...
i was a little disgruntled... not annoyed really...
because i remembered his sisters lendin me a hand with work at school...
hmm... after tuition i headed to town to meet xiujuan and serena...
heh... we walked past mrs fields and xiujuan stopped to get some cookies...
there was a really cute heart shaped cookie...
i bought a cookie for nelly... with the wordin... nelly loves me...
xiujuan ruined the wordin though...
because she was so excited in givin her churros a blow job... *laughs*
after that we went to chomp chomp for some food...
i seldom take shellfish really... it tastes really stale...
but the lala was really good...
i haven't a clue to the name lala...
but i suppose it means very spicy... *laughs*
went to nelly's place after that to surprise him with the cookie...
hmm... this mornin emily called while i'm out with nelly...
needin my help to stand in because joce did not turn up for work...
i felt it was my responsibility to help but was really reluctant to...
because i wanted to spend the week end with my boy...
the matter was resolved i suppose...
nelly had to go to mommy's church to help with the band...
hence... i roamed toa payoh central all by myself...
strangely... it came to a point i sat by the bench and started cryin to myself...
i felt so miserable because i had to spend most parts of the week days alone...
and even on weekend i'm not spared the loneliness...
i'm so embarrassed about myself...
so the boy found me sittin on the bench with my eyes drenched with tears...
so he hugged me and i felt happy and loved all over again... *laughs*
we headed to town after that... and nelly was ecstatic...
because there is a 50% discount at british india...
heh... my boy has high class taste mind you...
and he loves the clothes i choose for him too... *grins*
after that we went to levis and i fell in love with the newest colour for 593...
heh... its 119 bucks... i guess it'll have to wait...
dinner at a japanese food outlet was great... and i bought durian cakes for mommy...
i enjoyed the journey home in particular...
it is when nelly and i really chatted in depth...
heh... and i realised the fondness we had for each other remains strong...
although for the past week... we had been through so much...
hmm... i feel like i had let nelly down...
especially the time when i felt so down i turned to ben for help...
and i had to confess to nelly because the guilt was killin me...
nelly is really good to me... and i know it is because he really loves me...
hmm... i'm too used to being wilful and impulsive...
but nelly had taught me so much...
he taught me there is no such thing as a perfect relationship...
rather... how we work through difficulties and differences together...
right now i am learnin to appreciate the space i have for myself...
