after my daily dosage of pi li huo last night...
oh yes... it is a highly addictive programme i may add...
nelly called pretty punctually... chatted for about thirty minutes...
he told me he was going to switch to my old cell phone and call me back...
while studyin for the basic theory test... i stood by my phone all night...
anyway he didn't call... and i began to feel worried...
probably that the sergeant spied on him chattin after the lights are out...
i called him a few times... and another half an hour passed...
and i knew he is at it again... he slept on me once again...
i hit the roof last night... dropped a very hostile messaged that read...
"don't bother callin me anymore... i'm turnin in..."
turned my mobile on silent before driftin into a very angry sleep...
strangely... i woke up at about 4.30 this mornin... completely of my own accord...
only to realise my phone had registered 58 missed calls... *laughs*
i picked up the 59th call...
it took about 10 seconds for the foggy remnants of sleep to clear...
before i am reminded of the vow to myself to scream my lungs out at him...
anyhow... the boy is gettin good at handlin me... *laughs*
i picked up the call... only to hear a terribly small voice...
which sounded heartbreakingly remorseful and frightened...
so there... my anger dissolved promptly...
instead of him placatin my anger... i pacified the distraught boy...
coaxed him not to be angry with himself...
and reassured him that i do not love him any less...
*laughs* is it absurd or not...