hmm... my new year's eve was dreadful...
err... it began from the ad-hoc party the guys organized...
i haven't met a few in ages...
hence... i decided it would be good to turn up...
hmm... unexpectedly ben arrived too...
and to avoid the awkward moments... i decided to leave...
unfortunately... the guys wouldn't let me leave...
until i finished five cups of the drinks...
hmm... i stopped drinkin some very long time ago...
but they were under the impression i could hold my liquor like before...
after just two cups which smelt like turpentine... the world began to spin...
ben took the other three cups for me... and i left promptly...
naturally... i got nel mighty pissed...
hey... but it is a happily ever after...

today... i threw a nasty tantrum...
i had hoped new years day would be good...
if not the eve... for the umpteenth time...
our plans were interrupted because nel had to play chauffeur...
and today... nel being late made everything worse...
now... don't i sound domineering... heh...
for the entire afternoon... my face must have been pulled so long...
it is wearing away the surface of the pavement...
and the poor boy was tuggin at my arms... askin what's wrong...
oh my... i sound horrifyingly detestable...
i told him off and he apologized... now i really hate myself...
but it is another happily ever after...

heh... how tyrannical...
i'm so blessed to have him...
:D