grow.old.with.me.the.best.is.yet.to.be

2005-10-14T10:25:00.000-07:00

okie i cant stand the boredom on my new blog... please relink me at
www.somewhere-onlyweknow.blogspot.com
and tag me please im suffering from excessive boredom

2005-10-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

i have moved!!!
ask me and i'll tell you... if i want to

separating ways

2005-09-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

this is my last entry on this blog, after which i'm moving away, to somewhere between here and no where.

i'm writin about it because i don't want anyone to ask me about it, and i don't want anyone to question the wisdom of what i'm doing, i don't think at the moment i want to talk about too.

for all the people who have tried to hard to get me down, and i'm sure we both know who you are, you have been so embittered by your own personal failings, you want to poison any semblance of happiness ard you. but i'm glad to say it wasn't the cause of any happenings now, we are separating because of our differences.

i hoped, even in my silence i could gain your understanding. i've always said i don't need a diary, i want someone to understand me, you said its difficult, so i've tried to tell you, you hear me but nvr truly listened. all these times of big and little disappointments, its beginning to crystallize tht nothin will come out of it. its not my idea to point finger at you. i recognize tht we are both at fault.
side note to quan: not one of my whims again. i mean, the fact tht i'm blogging about it prob tells you so.
adios everyone. see you when i see you.

2005-09-24T09:11:00.000-07:00

omg, it is as if man utd losin isn't bad enough, CHELSEA HAD TO WIN? wtf!!!!!

where are my girl friends!? damn. i'm so farkin bored, i need an all girl's outing, small talks, nice gossips. gawd, just where is everyone. ask me out!

okie, i have to get this out of my chest. i think that people with no washroom etiquette should burn in their shitholes, literally.
and i'm referring particularly to women who spit into sinks. spittin into sinks is unrefined enough, but i'm telling you, the auditory warning signals that comes before it gets to me like fark. its amazin i tell you the way people clear their throats as if they had twenty years worth of phlegm lodged up their throats. its ghastly.

2005-09-23T10:10:00.000-07:00

happy birthday danchi, i remembered your birthday, only a little late, but it doesn't mean i love you any less ah. *waves to benson too*
happy birthday peishan, i remembered your birthday, only that i had to be reminded, i'm such a scatterbrain, but you love me all the same. *big kiss*
happy 17th or 18th month to nelly and i, i lost count already, for all the times i pissed you off, i'm so sorry, but there's more to come *grins*

2005-09-23T09:08:00.000-07:00

you can stop him once but u cant stop van nistelrooy twice! says:
chang
you can stop him once but u cant stop van nistelrooy twice! says:
why so sian ah
I Love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow... says:
dibbi keg
I Love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow... says:
wtf was that!
I Love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow... says:
haha
I Love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow... says:
i meant
I Love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow... says:
donno leh

just check out chang's gross typo. the journey from school to town is terribly depressin, for one it is eternally far, and to make matters worse, the crowd was shovin and jostlin too much, thank gawd i had ven for company.

anyway, nel and i had subway for dinner, the one at lido. and this girl came up and asked if i could spare time for an interview about local movies. and she is a student at mass com too, so i dragged nelly along for the interview. i hope it doesn't get broadcasted anywhere in school because i'm shy. yea, that's my adventure.

shopped along my favourite trails of topshop, esprit, zara, guess, mango, where i met shiang and xiaowei. anyway, i had my eye on this pretty mango top last week and it isn't there anymore *depresses* nel, i and the girls were supposed to coffee at tcc but the queue was horrid, so we went to an irish pub nearby. quite a neat place, friendly people. the happy mood there is quite contagious. and they play the epl *hippieeee*

okie, that's nearly all i have to say, nighters.

2005-09-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

my dad has a pet phrase, 'you foolish idealistic young academics', which he never fails to use when we discuss politics, it pisses me off terribly.
i'm doin a wee bit of politickin here, i don't know why really.

my lovely dad assumes, by questionin the system in my country, i'm being contemptuous of the peace and stability in singapore. it is so far from the truth, it is really funny.

i'm tellin you, i think singapore has really to boast about her national education programme. i mean i must have started drawin my first "every drop of water counts" poster when i'm seven. now i'm nineteen, and i still kick myself when i leave the water tap runnin.

some time back, people were sighin and lamentin about how youngsters are becomin increasingly apathetic about political happenings, but surely this trends can be traced. questioning the system is almost as good as questioning the authority of your parents to whoop your ass, its like a slow but sure death. so bein a clever citizen, i'll keep my political debates around the tables of the kopitiam, and lead my cloistered academic life. now, isn't it obvious why youngsters are becomin apathetic. no?

2005-09-17T10:10:00.000-07:00

its my mommy's birthday today, my mom is half a century, but she looks like she's not past forty la. so happy birthday mommy, i love you still, though i confess i complain alot about you. we lunched at fish and co at jurong point today, and this is no fun for my daddy cuz he is vegetarian. hah, and he is convinced that the service crew did not offer us feedback forms like they used to, because they swiped his credit card so hard it broke, idiots la. you know the peppermint sweets fish and co. always gives, i think they are the best peppermints i've had. so someone please get me a packet.
so anyway, my sister and i went for a hair cut at sand storm. and gawd, my hair stylist talks non-stop, damn crappy our convo. some parts were funny, like when i nearly leapt out of my seat because a hairball flew past my feet, and i thought "shite, cockroach." and i prayed he didn't notice the sudden jolt, which he did and was amused. and he did a chinese kung foo leap because i was about to slam my head on the machine on top of my head. so i was amused.
and my holidays are over, and gawd am i hell upset. and to make matters completely bleaker, i put on one kilo *turns suicidal* thank gawd i don't have compulsive addictions to chocolates. i like them very much, but rarely have violent cravings for them. chocolates are killers.
i miss nelly, i haven't seen him the whole day today and probably not tomorrow either. :( i was at the national library with gene, yanzhao and the girls. and yanzhao was educatin us on biology, we are all arts students btw. and he was tellin us how particular races are less intellectual because they marry within their families. apparently there is no gene differentiation and the lousiest genes from the parents will recycle into the kids. which explains how some eurasians are hot. cool huh, i never knew.
i was thinkin i've been doin so much at present to secure a good tomorrow, its kinda sad. and i was thinkin about the orderly life i am livin now, and wonderin in future, i would, on hindsight, regret at not bein a little reckless now. i don't know. i know there are people who believe in the concept of carpe diem. i'd say good for them. i wished i could say "go to hell" to the expectations of people who love me, and lead the reckless crazy life i want to. but i think i couldn't live down the shame of disappointin them. kinda sad huh.
i really hope my life would be great in future. i'm always dreamin of movin away and living in one of those nice, red, brick houses, with nice backyards. the kinds you see on "home alone". i think christmastime there would be great. then i'll get myself a nice big dog and a coffee machine, so i can spend a lazy afternoon chattin with my girl friends. hee. see, i don't really ask for much.
and, i haven't completed much durin my holiday. i haven't remotely done much of the stuff on my checklist, much less my readins for school. *bigsigh* depressin huh.

anyway, all 03A22ers, please note that there is an upcomin class gatherin on saturday (24/09) at marina, we are havin a steamboat barbeque, so please bring some cash. we are meetin at the marina mrt station at 5.00pm. everyone please make an effort to turn up to make up for our obselete little blog.

2005-09-11T01:08:00.000-07:00

please ignore this post... i am just remindin myself the things i want to do this recess break...
a) go visitin peeps at nus
b) visit dc at smu
c) go sentosa
d) bake cookies
e) go wala wala again
f) omg steam boat
g) swim
h) shoppin
i) get a nice manicure
j) facial maybe

okie tentatively... this is it...

2005-09-10T22:16:00.000-07:00

i am bloggin yet again...
gawd... i just love the one week recess break...
damn... and while everyone else is partyin their lives away...
i am whittlin my life away at the national library...
NATIONAL LIBRARY!!! TWICE NEXT WEEK!!!
damn... how i loathe projects... TWO PROJECTS!!! NTU IS A ****HOLE!!! *gah* PESTILENCE!!! and WHERE THE FARK IS MY LAP TOP... YOU IDIOTIC SHITTY EIGHT FLAGS!!!
and there is an NTU bash... can you imagine ah tiongs (new racist slur i picked up from yanzhao) dancin... omfg...
i haven't a penny to my name...
and quan quan's boy thinks it is absurd to bring one's girl friend to a club... which i am 100% sure nelly will agree...
and er... NO!!! i don't want to end up lugging liability teo shiang min home (i'm too terrified of her mom)...
i mean who gets drunk with half a cup of beer? yes my friend... she took a gawd damned hour to finish half a cup of beer... and the cup is a blardy coffee cup... any idea how small it is... and the best thing is she slept in two minutes after that... *dwanG* should i essential brews too... i don't give a flyin toot who my angel is really... although i loved the snickers she bought me... *laughs*
ahhh... my poor nelly is at camp now... i'm utterly bored... peishan... *help*
on a happier note... i'll be out with my lovely cousins today!!

2005-09-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

hello... no more angst-ridden posts...
i'm a merry girl tonight... van nistelrooy scored a darn neat goal against manchester city...
and... manchester united bought them a new goal keeper... van der saas (i think)...
the title will be ours this season...
and i'm recommendin a movie be with me...
i'm embarrassin... i bawled in the cinema... heh... but note... the girl on my left and right were bawlin too...
its depressingly disturbin really... and it is the first local production that had me impressed...
none too like jack neo's production... singapore-centric... stupid slap stick humour... *gah*
eric khoo is really somethin... it like up till know i cannot rid myself of this queer unsettlin feelin the movie aroused in me... especially the fat man story...
oh... and the kebabs at lido is terrific... especially the thai flavoured ones...
its like sinnin...

2005-09-08T03:18:00.000-07:00

i'm nuts... i'm thinkin about rostow's product life cycle model...
and you know i realized it could apply to a great many things...
i think i have reached the "immediate decline" limb in my human relationships...
i think i'm bad and lousy in a mighty lot of things... i really don't need reminders... i'm not beggin you to stay... why don't you just go away... or let me go away... why did i even lay my eyes upon you...

2005-09-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

just let me chart the monstrous week i had... last week... i had...
a)one pop quiz... i think i scored like 5/10 *balks*
b)one mid term
c)two 5 page reports
d)one presentation
this week... and note... it is only monday...
a)300 word report
b)yet another presentation
*drags at my hair*... *screams*... and when i am under tremendous stress... i cannot stop spending... i bought me a pair of slippers... a jacket and a pants... it took me every ounce of discipline not to buy the jacket in every colour... because the colours are all so pretty...
and poor nelly stood outside the fittin room forever... because i couldn't decide what colour to buy... and we had good kebabs after my shoppin spree at lido...
my two planned trips to sentosa never seemed to materialize because the weather is horrid... it pours every thursdays and saturdays... how am i going to get a nice... even tan... i cannot stand lookin so white... it makes my dark eye ring (btw... it is a permanent resident already)from all the late nights i had even more obvious...
*growl* oh... and i heard from venetia doctor alfred choi was interviewed by the urban newspapers... somethin along the lines of how ntu students are very poorly attired... and the best-dressed students are at mass com... which is bloody true...
i mean... where else do u find girls wearing boots and bandanna to school save in SCI... i think students there are more adventurous with their dressin style because no one really bitches... at least i think so...
at the most i go "whao..." but i wouldn't bitch... it is like somethin of a culture i think...
and adrian my ogl went to get himself an ultra spunky hairdo... it is some sorta mohican hairdo... and the mohawk part is dyed red... and then there are some orange swirls round his whole head... i said it looked like peanut butter... *laughs* delicious looking... and he made perfect sense when he said "now i student i can try outlandish hairdo ma... else next time work already how can go interview lidat *jabs at his hair* so i decided i'll get a spunky colour as soon as this colour fades...
why am i chatterin on and on so mindlessly... ciaao

2005-09-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

the three of us met for ktv on thursday... and the two of them cannot stop bickering... they bicker over everythin... like chickens...

this photo is deceitful...

toady and i...

peishan and i

double-chin ps...

nelly made this for me... while he was out field...

my DINOPAWS... this is my prized possession from korea...

pretty pretty wallet...

2005-08-25T04:46:00.000-07:00

ooo... i am bloggin again... i bought me a very pretty pleated denim skirt and an even prettier top from roxy... and at only a little over fifty bucks...
and peishan loaned the notebook and had it eight days after...
so havin bought the notebook... i'll have it in three?! *hopes*
school is evil... there is too much theory... and just this mornin i saw some folks playing with the gawd professional cameras... *envy* i want to play with it too...
i slept at around three and woke at seven that night i bunked with the girls...
and i think the lack of proper rest that night carried over for the past few days...
yay... many photos...

highly overdue... but look at the banana boat... so cute...

shiang and i... creepy... how come we look a little alike...

ven and i... we look so happy...

shiang on her bed...

me on shiangs bed...

our specs...

change specs...

omg... look at hungry xiao wei...

conclusion --> we had a great night!

2005-08-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

yay... i am very happy tonight... i am spendin the night at ven and xw's dorm...
shiang is over tonight too... *laugh*... i'm tryin to figure how the four of us are gonna sleep tonight...
xw bought a really cute ladybug rug for her dorm... and we are planning to let shiang sleep on the rug...
i bought new spectacles... it is pinkish and plastikish...
and its totally gorgeous... hee...
and nelly bought me a new wallet from fossil... its pink too... very very pretty... *cackles* so i have got me many new stuff...
i can't decided which notebook to get really... (ven just said i look like an ang bao... i am wearin her red fila shirt and xw's red asics pants... yea i'm kinda red... but ANG BAO???)
i digress... i think shiang's notebook is pretty and pretty good to use too... so i'll probably get a fujitsu lifebook too!!!
oh kind ven has offered to make me a cup of milo... *yay* i love venetia too...
nelly was at jurong point with the few of us a while ago... and we had great dinner at billy bombers... *laughs* we chalked up a bill of 91 bucks...
i want to get myself a french manicure... normal nails look so boringgg...
oh... and my wisdom tooth is out... *gawd* it is killin mee... so painful...
i want to do intensive shopping!!!

2005-08-21T00:19:00.000-07:00

do not talk to me about journalistic "objectivity"... it makes me cringe...
i am a busy little bee...
you know... i think i understand what medha meant when she said... "In communication studies, you get high on fatigue..."
true to the very last word... i tell you... *laughs*

2005-08-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

i had an awful week... i failed my drivin...
i am not going into an account of how i made a mess of the test... all that i have to say is... i am so going to pass the next one... *gahs*
i don't know... i don't feel good at all that so many people are leavin for overseas... both shu jun and angela...

2005-08-11T03:02:00.000-07:00

school is gawd awfully boring... i was lunchin at the canteen one afternoon...
when it suddenly occurred to me how unnaturally dreary the school is...
and the dreariness of the school seemingly extends to its inhabitants...
like when i look around... i see homogeneous faces strained with the kind of lethargy that are characteristeric of jaded, weary people... gawd not university students... i mean aren't university students supposed to be full of zest...
and havin made that observation... my emotions went amok and i felt... omfg... am i going to evolve into a textbook-eating-freak...

2005-08-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

this photo was taken at ven's hostel durin the five hour break that i have... i haven't posted a picture of shiang... so here goes...

ven, i and kaiwen... taken durin the barbeque...

ven and i... i love ven because she is my secretary...

the girls of my og...

ugly nathanael... my eugene brother was missin in action that night

they said it was supposed to be scenic... like urm...

yea... i'll take more photos soon...

2005-08-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

hmm... *frowns* i have tonnes of grouses about varsity life...
my readins are a complete nightmare... it is probably of a font size eight... and it is erm incomprehensible... *sigh*
er... i am takin five modules this semester... and the strange thing is there are no fixed tutorial groups... so i meet alot of new faces which i don't remember...
there are many who have resorted to switchin tutorial groups... which i can't care to really... i mean... i don't think i have problems socializin at all...

anyway... i have sort of decided to go into public relations in my third year when i get to specialize... journalism sounds pretty good to me... but the media is so controlled in s'pore... it serves as a dampenin factor for me... i mean... i could almost foreseen myself bein thrown into the gallows for writin about somethin that is politically sensitive... so it is PR for me and MAY THE CASH ROLL...

oh... and i have also decided to take up a minor along with the major in communication studies... but i am pretty torn between psychology and business...
business for very practical reasons... to improve my marketibility when i enter the work force... psychology... somethin i had wanted to do all along...
ironically... they are the very two courses i rejected at SMU and NUS...
i think i am currently more inclined towards psychology... which means... peishan will be my class mate once more... *laughs*

anyway... the committee organized a barbeque on wednesday... but the marinates sucked so much the food was pretty hideous... i ate alot though because everyone was whacky and laughin... there is a chalet today... but i decided not to because it is at changi... *swoons* there is an upcomin drama production by the school which i will be goin to cheer adrian on... i think they have a supper hoppin session right after which is going to be damn fatal... think... supper is bad enough... and supper hopping... utterly deadly i tell you... oh no more pilates for me... it is going to be film society i think...

anyway... there are just too many coincidences in life... it is like... there is this guy who reads the same course as i do who occurred to me as uncannily familiar... as in... i know him... but i can't put a finger as to how... finally one day the prof took our attendance and when his name was mentioned... i spunned around... and to my horror... i think he was the guy i toyed with for awhile and made him cry... and i prayed he couldn't recall...

oh ma... my drivin test is on the 12th of aug... and i haven't been drivin for at least 2 months... i have to pass this... gawd...

2005-07-30T11:19:00.000-07:00

*sigh* it seems to me everyone is depressed because term has already begun...
i'm slightly upset too because i will have to see less of nelly... *sigh*
which kinda makes one wonder why the fuck is a university tucked away at some godforsaken area... *gah*
anyway... i met up with nelly at his place today... and jerry came over to his place to meet up with us before we headed down to meet pang at toa payoh for some food...
the food was good... especially the curry and the sweet and sour pork...
and i convinced pang to buy us a bottle of carlsberg which was a fatal mistake because it made my stomach bloat for a very longish time...
anyway... i met up with quan and jerry... not big brother jerry but quan quan's boy jerry... hmm... quite an easygoing chap... um... but hardly the kind of guy i would expect quan to fall for...
well... but she is happy and thus i am happy too...
whenever quan and i meet... we never fail to reminisce about our secondary school days... so today jerry learnt of how quan and i used to hide at the cubicle beside shiangs and frighten her when she comes out...
shiang loves squattin toilet seats and so once she nearly fell backwards into one... and the hilarious part is she always falls for the same trick...
quan laughed till she cried and we were both deliriously tired... *laughs*
nel and i stayed a while longer about town and we met mrs helen tan...
i was quite glad to meet her because it had been such a long time...
and the tops at esprit are really pretty and only at twenty bucks... and i thought the stripey top at topshop is pretty too... only i own a similar one that is in green... *sigh*
i need money...

2005-07-29T09:50:00.000-07:00

friends... singaporeans... countrymen... lend me your ears...
please do keep my chatterbox alive... it is squeeing for some attention...
anyway... my lectures have already began... and my tutorial soon after...
the past week was a mindless flurry of activities... there was a ceremony on monday... and the freshmen were required to put on some danky lookin robe as we take our oath... like wtf... i heard someone behind me sayin we are like baby harry potters at hogwarts...
and there was some sort of co-curricular activies fair going on too... and i think i'll take up pilates so that i'll be able to walk on my head soon... my poor legs...
there is just so much to do lately... i have to check the students' account like every other day... to watch out for notes and readins and announcements...
and i have to purchase my notes from the photocopyin man... *gah*
wherefore art thou college days...
at least the course is pretty interestin... and the lecturers are funny and funky people who speak good english... hee... i thought all professors had recedin hairlines and a mild case of gout... but surprise...
which reminds me of the prof i met at smu with the thick korean accent... *pooH*
i am buyin myself a lap top soon enough... recommendations anyone... preferably one which is lightweight...
hmm... i am sleepin over at ven's hall on tuesdays because lessons begin at eight thirty the next... and it is hell excitin because shiang would be too...
so it would be ven, xw, shiang and i... it will be great fun i tell you...
i'm hopin some nights i could sneak into ser's hostel too... *yAY*

russel peters is hell funny i tell you... everyone should download his trash...
okie... i hope everyone is happy with school... byee

2005-07-23T10:43:00.000-07:00

hm... i met up with a couple of folks from my orientation group on friday... for some introduction talk at the school...
and then the realization that i am now a university student finally hit me like a damned bucket of icy water...
i have to embark on a tiresome decision makin process... like the electives and minors... oh my effin gawd... i loathe administrative work... *curses*
thank God i am in ntu or i would have to bid for my courses...
anyway... my og decided to leave after the first talk for lunch at jurong point...
and *damn* jurong point... *gaH* it is the infested with ah bengs and ah lians i tell you... and i probably have to hang there for the next four years of my life...
*curses again*
anyway... after lunch... a few of us hanged about at the coffee bean in the shoppin centre and we launched into a discussion of manicure, pedicure, hair colour etc...
omg... no wonder eugene looked totally bored...
anyway... i met shiang in the later part of the day and we went for some powerful karaoke... *gawd* can you imagine...
uh... i bought a halter top from psbb for fortytwo bucks... shite...

2005-07-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

yay... my photos are up already... here goes...

introducin you tortoes... it is a mixture of tortoise + nellytoes... and hence the name tortoes... tortoes is so cute... he beats any stinky any time...

cars galore... atiqah and i shamelessly posin as if the cars were our very own...

handsome handsome nelly...

the rolls royce...

ktv... can you make out the subtitle... we are singing eternal flame...

candice and yeli playing miniature soccer... i think cand looks pretty pretty...

heh... i look like i should enter a competition...

nelly grew sooooo tall...

penguin and i...

ser and i...

chang and i...

ps and i...

tiqqy and i actin tai tai at the mock fireplace...

of course i end with a lovey dovey photo... *grins*

class gatherin

2005-07-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

i had a three hour tuition class before the class gatherin...
and was really pretty tired already...
thank gawd angela drove to westmall to pick me up from there... *grins*
heh... serena and nelly were on her car too... and serena is always happy and excited... we waited a bit for my g string sister to arrive...
hmm... angela drives pretty scarily... *laughs*
we were along a road near bukit timah when her mobile rang and there were a series of fumbles... and the penguin eyes of hers was on the mobile and not on the road...
*gasP* but of course...
1/3 of angela's drivin manouvers + 2/3 of heaven's kindness = we arrived at her place all in one piece... *relieved*
naw... i was kiddin... *laughs*
we arrived after cand, yeli and michelle did... and i was terribly happy to see these folks after such a horrendously long time... candice especially...
not long after... everyone went a little nutty from the cars galore... of course particularly my boy... who loves pretty cars...
so there were a hell lot of photo-takin... and g-g, nelly and i shamelessly took photos of the car as if they were our very own...
and bloody hell... a night or two before the class gatherin... nelly and i saw a rolls royce centenary phantom about town... and nelly told me it was the newest...
and the next thing... angela had one of those toys at home...
alrighty... the photos are with nelly... will post them soon enough...
xiujuan, cheryl, and melia arrived not too long later... and we were such gluttons because angela's maid prepared such a fine spread... there was bee hoon... chicken wings and curry... super good curry... *yaY* and nelly's apple pie was terribly yummy... so you see i will be the breadwinner coming time and he the houseman...
ahh... i must mention how angela has become such a compulsive gambler she was whinin about playin mahjong the whole afternoon... so nelly, angela, ser and xiujuan played mahjong... and the rest played pool while i played the piano for a bit... because nelly wins his mahjong each time i play... *smirks*
i lost pool to g-g yet again... which irks me because it was a terribly close match... and i lost because i did stupid things like accidentally hittin the black ball... *gah* i think shortly after marcus came... i thought he became better lookin than the nauseating japanese pop wannabe he used to be... and the most shockin of all... marcus actually regained his conscience... ahhh... after such a long time...
and marcus was the lousy bartender of the night... the vodka ribena was fine... but the vodka green tea tastes so like drainwater... anyway atiq and marcus got pretty high... atiq especially... and we were doin dirty dancin at the pool table... *laughs* her booby dance was super funny... *laughs*
oh... i have to mention about serena's episode with the pussy... the three of us includin peishan went downstairs to get a drink for the guys...
then out of a sudden... serena charged at me at 100km/h... scratched my hands while grapplin for my arms... and sputterred... "the cat"
*laughs very loud* and i saw the poor pussy dartin away from the kitchen... i wondered which got a worser shock really... it was really very funny...
and the poor girl sat at the stairway with her face buried in her hands... lookin so shaken and traumatized... it is so funny...
anyway... xiujuan got tired of mahjong and so the both of us went to the karaoke room to sing... then the rest joined us shortly and we sang and laughed like crazy...
i left at about two with nelly... candice and peishan... it was super fun i tell you...

yea... marcus's blog reminded me of a joke which kept the whole lot of us laughin for ten minutes...

marcus: is so-and-so coming?

some one (has got to be xiujuan): she's coming... BUT she's at home... yah! she is coming and she can come again! even if she come now.. she can still come later!

go figure... *laughs* will post the pretty photos up very very soon... later people!

2005-07-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

baH... how do adorable men like mr. g (lest i get sued you know) hook up with a ridiculously stupid woman like mrs. g...
the entire NKF fiasco is beginnin to turn distasteful...

1)ministers bustlin around like harrassed chickens (which kinda makes you wonder what is going to happen to s'pore should the osama's fellowship decide to shift their geographical bearins...)

2)minister's wife makin dreadfully stupid comments like "600 grand is peanuts..."
i beg your pardon? i don't believe my ears...
look... on the telly... you chant the slogan about how my five bucks make a fuckin difference to a patient's life...
and off it... you say 600 grand is peanuts...
what the fuck... consistency mofos...

2005-07-14T23:02:00.000-07:00

hmm... i think i haven't the habit of takin myself and life too seriously...
so i am entirely puzzled when people take what i say too seriously...
of course... these include the people i talk about... and the friends of whom i talk about... although i could have sworn you bitched your *aHeM* friend just yesterday... *weE*
i can only blame it on the indiscriminatin nature of my comments... with regards to good hair days and bad hair days...
so if it hit you like a sledgehammer on a bad hair day... i'm terribly sorry...
its just too bad of me and too bad for you... i can only hope your good hair day returns... and well... i suppose i could get you a balloon... *grins*

and since i am at this business of clearin the air... i bitch alot... big deal...
well... i bitch because i have plainly nothin to do at hand... and if you bitch me back... well... is it not just a dirty game of give and take...
it is hell not a stupid mathematical equation like->I BITCH YOU = I HATE YOU
for starters... i prefer radical people to mindless people followers...

2005-07-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

well... you have got to give durai a little credit...
at least he is not stupid enough to pit himself against the SPH...
hmm... but i really suppose durai has already enough cash to feed his great great great great grandson...
the damage though will filter down to the poor kidney patients...
so really... if you refuse to donate... just shut up... don't egg others on...

2005-07-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

my poor mommy had to extract another tooth today...
hmm... it wasn't really dreadful considerin the fact i extracted four teeth for my orthodontic treatment... i went to the dentist all alone... man i'm a brave girl...
anyway... i met my boy after accompanyin my mommy to the dentist... and after hangin about his home for an hour or so... we headed to town...
i wanted to shop for ear-rings... and so we shopped at far east plaza...
we headed down to top shop soon after... and there is a top at 53 bucks which i think is really pretty... hmm... it comes in two colours...
i thought the black top was lovely... but it did not come in size six... which is pretty depressin...
nelly had to head down to tierney's gourmet... to buy some bread for his mommy...
and hence i had to shop alone at guess... i saw a pretty red dress and did a little fitting... in the fittin room... i heard a chillingly familiar voice... *gaSP* ... ... monster xiujuan... *contemplated for ten seconds if i should hide in the fittin room*
-heard serena's voice- and decided to appear... naw... *laughs* i was pretty glad to have xiu and ser around because i would have been extremely bored without them...
xiu enjoys acting high class... *snorts*
well... i can't fathom the reason fannatics spend more than a hundred bucks on a pair of heels... sure... i suppose it makes the HUDC girl feel high class... but...
a)the cost price of the shoe is hardly convincin for anyone to spend a hundred bucks on it...
b)who observes feet... save for those who are really bored...
c)what the parK *filipino accent* why spend so much on something which you rub against the ground?
toady... for all your *coUgHS*... i love you nonetheless...
oh... and i saw thomas ong... *gusheS*

2005-07-11T04:31:00.000-07:00

i am presentin a few pretty photos of the orientation camp... courtesy of priscilla and her mobile...

this is our pretty mascot... Destroy the Sith we must... mei yue, ven and i did the ears of yoda... *beaMs*

these are the boys... eugene, rong jun, and dylan... eugene is a sweetie... he came down into the water to haul me up the banana boat... dylan is the arse who dropped me while piggybackin me...

vel is my touchie, and ven is my scgs buddy... we are fellow poh zua-ians... introducin adrian... our orientation group leader... adrian... he can play hai dai super well... extremely hilarious guy i tell you...

i was so effin tired in this photo because dearest byss (guess if you must) snored so bloody loudly...

funky anot... that is me wakeboardin...

i have more pictures... but they are currently with adrian...

2005-07-09T10:56:00.000-07:00

hee... i am back back back...
a mighty happy account of the orientation camp... *grins*

venetia and i had to be the very first two freshies that arrived at the school...
the people there were really easy-going... and the both of us warmed up to the older students really quickly...
i was pleasantly surprised really that a few of the older students remembered me...
i remembered conversin with a senior about communication studies at the interview... which must have been a good three months back... and dunstan actually remembered me... samuel remembered me too... wonderfully sincere people...
there were five orientation groups namely... po zua... tian si ki... tian nao... and laylio... that is my hokkien for you...
and i was allocated to the group po zua along with amelia, ven and byss *snorts*...
well... i thought the arrangement was pretty good... we were given an opportunity to stay at a hostel... pretty neat place really...
the next day... we headed to raffles marina for sea sports... *grins*
there were three activities... kayakin... wakeboardin and banana boating...
everyone please give a shot at banana boatin... it is a blast i tell you...
the boys in my group were terribly considerate... they placed me right in front of the banana boat because i was the smallest and you know about inertia and all... *laughs* the speedboat went at a hell-for-leather pace and i was so happy and excited i was bouncin up and down the banana boat... and the next thing i knew...
our banana capsized and we had to overturn it and get atop it again...
fortunately we had eugene and rongjun in our group and the guys were great help...
anyway... we seated ourselves at the wrong end of the banana boat and i ended up at the end of the banana...
*laughs* the second time the banana rocked... only ven and i got flunged off... and the rest of the group hadn't noticed until the organizers mentioned it to them...
wakeboardin is super too... gawd... it was great big fun i tell you...
anyway... there was a pre-meditated scam which was a culture of the SCI... which gave all the freshies a real big shock because they threw a paper mache human from the fourth storey... it looked so suicidish... it was a scam anyway...
sentosa was great big fun too... especially the part i got washin machined...
in lay man's term... i got flipped into the sea... and nice samuel extended his hand to drag me out of the water...
gah... i am too lazy to blog for most parts of it... but i am beginnin to like the new environment and all...
yay...

2005-07-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

haiz Vic's away in camp... three more days to go :P cant wait to see her wooohoooo~~~~

My army life has turned for the better ever since i took that fateful step ... haha a decision i will never regret... my darlings having fun in her orientation camp by the way heh shes been calling me everynow and den... in case yall are interested in her activities heres a little that i know off...

this bloody wuss dropped her while carrying her during one of the games.... hmmm wait till i get my hands on him... haha she did wake boarding and banana boat today at wild wild wet... wished i was there instead of being cooped up in the darn office...

oh by the way she left her chao chao pillow with me while shes away haha... i'm considering keeping it fer myself :P .... it smells like her in case u ppl wonder why

yawnz tired tired tired...rite i'll turn in soon... thats all fer now ppl... lame and mundane entry u guys might wanna call this but heck yea i aint no tudong party boy

adieu~ Jesus loves us all!

sigh

2005-07-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

2005-07-03T03:42:00.000-07:00

i'll be away for my orientation camp for a good five days... i'll miss everyone...
i love nelly!

2005-07-01T21:52:00.000-07:00

heh... i was blog hoppin as usual... and the content of a couple of blogs stirred a bit of a response in me...
i think alot of issues with regards to relationships arise due to the lack of an open communication... it is easy to say open communication is a piece of cake...
in my opinion... it is very difficult to put in practice...
i suppose it has got somethin to do with expectations and pride...
like when your boy does somethin exceedingly insensitive... and you expect him to apologize almost immediately... but bein the pigs that men are... your boy dismisses it as he would the weather... and you are almost to proud to say you were injured by his tactless comments... sEE... it is not too easy afterall...
after a good fourteen months of being a girl friend... i have learnt to humble myself... instead of keepin mum and allowin my pride to be such a pain in the ass...
i have learnt to throw the issue on the table and thrash it out with my boy...
like "darlin... do you know that by blah ... it is very hurtful and blah..."
and then nelly would apologize and take care not to do it again...
it is not so much of bein the humble pie gobbler... it is the process of learnin to give and take... i think when you want the relationship to work... winnin or losin naturally becomes somethin very secondary...
i think bringing up the past is pretty unhealthy to a relationship too... admittedly it is not somethin very easy to do... but it is no way impossible...
anyway... how do you define the word "knowing a person"...
don't say stupid things la can...

2005-06-29T04:04:00.000-07:00

workin at crispin's is such a blast... within three weeks...

a) there was a loss of three hundred bucks from the cashier...
b) i am workin with a psycho killer... who is pretty nice...
c) my colleagues bagged a nokia communicator phone and the commotion brought the police at crispin's...
d) a caucasian man gave me a twenty cent tip...
e) no more staff meals...
f) stephanie resigned...
g) pil bought lunch for me for the past two days...
h) psycho killer sliced himself
i) horny spanish customer approached me for a corona in an extremely coy manner...
j) uncle steve told me the spanish customer slept with a woman... made her pregnant and asked her to fork out money for an abortion...
k) pil decided shiang looks like an ah lian... quan looks like ah sor... and steph has xia lan face... and had no comments about me...
l) quan is known as tua chia there...
m) auntie lucy nags non stop for 10 hours a day i swear...
n) the other boss simonia helped me with the orange juice today... and the full timers gaped because they said it was the first humane thing he did for a very long time...
o) the cafe cat finally liked me...
p) the full-timers think nellypies is a handsome ah beng...
q) colin's girl is such a vinegar pot... who gets agitated at every girl save the bung pil...
r) the full-timers are underpaid and over-worked to the extent they resort to buyin 4D...
s) there is a really gorgeous aussie customer known as jason... but of course i have eyes only for nellypies...
t) double machiatto is fabulous for the tired...
u) i wore a harley davidson top and a customer asked if i had a tattoo and a bike...
v) there is hush hush conspiracy...

gah... i am too tired to blog anymore... i met up with xiujuan, serena, ps and angela yesterday at scotts food centre... dinner was great...
and to all 03A22ers... there will be a class gatherin on the 9th of July at angela's house... spread the word folks!
w)

2005-06-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

my poor fourth finger is severely injured...
i ran with my heels *yes... how unsightly* tripped... and held on to the wall for my dear life... my lucky star must have been shinin on me...
because a nail was stickin out maliciously at where i placed my finger...
i am going to contract tetanus or somethin... *crys*
after tuition... nel and i headed down to plaza singapura...
i had such a nasty tummyache... i shat at least three times in the loo...
*laughs* that is besides the point though...
after i came out of the loo... nellypies very excitedly brought me to the levis store where i found a levis jeans... the one with a new tag... at only seventy bucks... *cackles*
there was only one size 25 left *cackles*... and it is mine now... *cackles*
yay... i love my nellypies...
my tummy ache left me after the purchase... and i was deliriously happy...
that always happens after i think i made a very good buy...
oh and i also bought sea-shelly ear rings from queensway at only $1.90...
yay... i am a very thrifty girl...
and puppy's grandpappy made me a chess set... *so in love*
it the 14th month since nelly and i were together...
so yay... be happy for us...

2005-06-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

the extract below was taken off http://xiaxue.blogspot.com

"This is where sarongpartygirl shines. She writes, you scribble. And, despite your sick doodling, she has a nice bod, something you'll never understand. Grow up will ya, guys will always prefer real women rather than little girls in pink frocks and heavy make-up (with or without help of Photoshop)"

ouch... that hurts i am sure...
terribly wonderful male writer... i had been stuffin my face with fresh fruit for two days because of a hagglin constipation... and after readin the extract above... i laughed so much... it helped ease my bowel movements...
a) factually unsound
b) grossly ungrammatical
i haven't read a worse extract since i was seventeen and read marcus's literature essays... *guffaws*

2005-06-21T05:39:00.000-07:00

heh... some pretty old photos for show...

this is my family portrait... heh... i love my daddy... my mom is makin funny faces...

hee... my sister, cousin and i... we unanimously agree we make better advertisments for hongkong...

i posted this up to make u folks jealous...

2005-06-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

gah... i am effin effin effin pissed...
cheers to victoria for your stupidity... and balls to bbdc for your stupid system... that is horrendously hostile to poor victoria... simply because she procrastinated her final theory test...
well... i passed my test maybe two days back... and realized the earliest test date is on the 11th of august... *kicks herself hard*
and to aggravate my headache... there are no more available trainin session two weeks before my test... damnation... *kicks herself harder*
how the eff eff eff am i supposed to pass the test... *drags at her hair*
shit... balls to the world...
*sigh* i'm so upset xiujuan and peishan are not meetin me tomorrow...
et tu serena... then fall victoria... *cries*

anyway... i was brewin coffee today... and my brain wandered...
i think i am going to buy myself a mazda RX8 if i remain single...
and a lexus RX300 if i marry... cool heh...

2005-06-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

hmm... i am tryin to meet up with peishan... xiujuan and ser...
however... my schedule at the cafe is pretty packed... i suggest we meet up on wednesday to collect our certificates pretty please...
nelly and i are takin leave on that day... leave me a nice sweet tag alright is u folks are agreeable alright...
workin at crispin's is really great... the people there are pretty nice...
pil packed lunch for me today after i complained how horrific it was eatin pastries for dinner... and when i arrived darlin khai served the lunch to me... nicely and neatly wrapped in a foil... and it is still warm... *blissful look*
i have a few grouses though... the food there is so awesome... i am almost sure i would add ten kilos of fat to my legs...
every night i would help myself to sandwiches... pastries... pies... pasta... cakes... omg... and i would make myself some juice... smoothie or coffee for myself...
now tell me how am i going to become ANGELINA JOLIE... *curses*
i spent nearly a hundred bucks in two days...
i can't resist it... the skirt at zara is too lovely to miss... and the pink pants from top shop is to die for...
i bought a white spag top from giordano because nelly is convinced some guy classmate in the university would peer into my boobs... and two pairs or ear-rings for the new ear-hole... and books for daddy for father's day... i love my daddy...
nelly is such a sweetie... i'm so happy i can see him every night now...
i love nelly puppy pies... oh and welcome back jerry... thanks for the chocolates...
i need to wake at seven tomorrow... ciao dude...

2005-06-16T21:40:00.000-07:00

*oh yay* nelly has a eight to five vocation... i'm a widow no more... *grins*
*sings and dances* its a sunny yellow banana day...
hee... i bought the skirt from zara yesterday... and after window shoppin a little... i decided the pink pants at top shop is pretty and i am going to get it...
hee...

2005-06-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

i arrived home early today... and for the first time watched project superstar...
err... *laughs* i never approved of people who participate in these sorts of programmes... look at poor ru hua... *laughs*
well... we are all entitled to our own dreams anyway...
anyway... i wanted to comment about the participant who lost his sight...
i think he is courageous and inspiring... and he has a great voice to match...
i really hope he wins...

oh dear... my nellypies is bookin in in the mornin tomorrow... *depressed*
pretty please... let my puppy get an eight to five... so i will miss him less...
oh... my work is really good now... because the bastard was sacked... and at different shift... i work with quan quan and steph... really good...
khai and pil the two full timers are terribly amusin... they are gawd coarse and vulgar... but nonetheless amusin...

hee... i have a set of wishlist... which i would blog about because i am bored...
a) levis jeans... model number 593
b) turquoise zara skirt
c) i want to highlight my hair
d) pointy heels

*sigh*

2005-06-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

i am so amused at all the furor lil' spg had created... *laughs*
well... what is the fuss...
honestly... "aesthetically appealin and artistic" aren't exactly the words i would use to describe the photographs... it is just effed up porn alright...
and porn is circulated everywhere... so what is the damned fuss...
and to the dicks standin up so aggressively for spg... post your nudes and make your statements... dickheads...

on a friendlier note... i am eyein a turquoise skirt from zara... oohhh pretty...

2005-06-11T10:48:00.000-07:00

i woke up at an ungodly hour of seven thirty this mornin... trudged very grumpily into crispins to acquire a couple of coffee-makin techniques...
i was really amazed... honestly... how many self-proclaimed coffee-lovers are in the know of what goes into their coffee...
or what is the difference between two coffees say espresso and machiatto...
*smirks* i am terribly proud to say i am fairly educated in the art of coffee-makin after the session... *yAY*
i headed to town to meet nelly for a little bit of shoppin... however... we did not remain long because i was totally wiped out...
nelly brought me to his home... and i slept pretty soundly for an hour...
followin that there was a celebration at nelly's home... a belated birthday celebration...
we headed to town followin that... however... i was in a nasty mood after nelly complained about how i checked avan out in his yellow swim suit...
*faints and froths* i did look a bit *cheeky smile*... i wasn't oglin... i was just fascinated by the yellow underwear... *laughs*
of course nelly looked the hottest... *drools* *LAUGHS*

i am terribly appalled at the things people do for that second of attention...
such media whores... *ugH*

2005-06-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

i think moms are bizarre things... my mom must be the queerest...
some nights ago... she lamented about how detached i had become...
because i do not sleep in her room at night as opposed to my sister...
and when i sleep on her bed... she rails and rants that i flail about like a fish when i am asleep...
this mornin as i stepped out of the house... she started makin an absurd fuss over how i am out nearly everyday...
to placate her... i arrived home early tonight... and lo and behold... she could not stop bitchin me...
she bitched about my untidy room... by her standards... an untidy room consisted of a nicely arranged bed with two lingerie sprawled on the bed...
of course... maybe i should not have dragged two sets of lingerie bein an owner of one set of boobs... still... they are just two innocuous bras... one pink one black... give me a break la mommy...
seriously... everythin is plain to see... my mom gets on my back and i get on hers... i cannot fathom the reason she wants me at home... does more friction mean anythin to you mom... wtf...

today... i met nelly at his place... upon arrival at nelly's place... i saw ah gong and nelly seated on the dinin table... what amused me was the similarity i saw...
the same beadin-with-sweat-forehead and furrowed eyebrows... they were playin chess... *laughs*
oh then there was a really adorable kitty which was loiterin outside nelly's house... purrin and lookin sad and hungry...
the both of us *aWwWed*... and bought some cat food for it...
after that we went for a swim because the sun was too delicious to miss...
we met nelly's army friend avan wearin an all-too-hot yellow swimwear... *laughs*
and i am too lazy to blog about the rest...

2005-06-09T08:48:00.000-07:00

i think i am bipolar... i have happy updates today...
i am finally employed by a cafe at clarke quay called crispin...
the cafe is owned by a good friend of quan's sister... pretty neat place... at least i liked it... there is not much of a crowd... and the incentive is that i could work with quan... *yAy* i am going to have fun... or so i hope...
followin that i headed to junction eight to meet nelly...
i was pretty fascinated by the puppies at the dog show... adorable puppies everywhere... although i think dog shows in singapore are shit pathetic...
i don't fancy the idea of pretty puppies clad in absurd clothe...
it looks restrainin and itchy... i love big dogs... and i think i would like to own a golden retriever... *yAy*
nelly invented a new game called wedgie... and he was so amused by my reaction...
i think he gets a cheap thrill out of wedgying me... i'm going to wedgie one of you soon too...

2005-06-08T10:10:00.000-07:00

hmm... yesterday was utterly awful... too much happened... all dark of nature...
i can't put to words the shock and disappointment that besieged me...
what do i feel when a person i worshipped like my god turned out to be only human... a man who crashed right down to my feet...
when all the words that screamed in my head were scornful... derogatory words...
if my god crumbles... what faith do i hold on to...
shit.

2005-06-06T10:26:00.000-07:00

i am back...
there was a celebration at mount sinai yesterday... *laughs* it is a combination of tejay's dad's pendin departure to china... he was head hunted...
sEE... extreme potential runs in my family... grandmom's birthday... a few weddin anniversaries... cousins toppin levels...
nearly the whole family was there... it was boisterous... and i loved it...
there was a flurry of activities... some of the people swam... some went into the sauna... some havin a hand at pool... some plainly sittin around and catchin up...
it was all good fun...
i was hell stupid... i mistook the date for my final evaluation...
an utter waste of time... i reached home and decided i need to get beauty sleep to make up for all the beauty sleep i had lost the previous night...
shiang called though and we met up at a coffeehouse to do some catchin up...
we window shopped crazily... and gawd i love the little black dress at zara... it is so pretty... oh... and i bought a top from tangs studio... it was priced at thirty three bucks but it was on seventy percent discount... *wEeE*
it turned out only to be nine ninety... and i felt so excited because i think it was a fantastic buy... *yAY* to be precise i bought it but nelly paid for it...
we had the misfortune of meetin a most fucked up crass bastard who was ridiculously fucked up as he was approachin us for some donation... *turned off*
shan't go into the nauseatin details... after that i had dinner with nel and hung around at his place before headin home...
i miss alot of people... i miss marcus... bokky... ser... ps *gAsP*... xiujuan *GASP*
i think even chang *faints*... and of course not forgettin my favourite gg aqua...
no introspective rantins tonight...

2005-06-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

*sigh* i think no one misses me... *lonely*
*sigh* no one misses me...
*gasP* i think it means no one loves me too...
i'm so sad... i'm not going to blog anymore... :(

2005-06-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NEL...

heh... poor nel... everyone at home planned an overseas trip durin his birthday...
heh... i ran dry of surprises and ideas and so we cooked a little somethin for ourselves...
it was my first time at steak... gawd... it turned out yummy... i'm a natural...
i gave him a little massage usin the ylang ylang massage oil which i bought some time back... and we watched the movie monster-in-law...
it is a gawd damned funny show... slapstick no brainer... funny nonetheless...
i'm lazy to blog... so here are some photographs...

these are the ingredients that we bought at the ntuc in junction eight... i spent only twenty... nel was sad because we bought only two slices of beef... i said my cookin was great... *smirks*

this is the cookin process... my hair is horrendous... but look at the lovely mushrooms...

this is our end-product... we score zero for presentation because it looks like a bizarre combination of the eastern and the western food... a hundred marks for taste though... *hee* i can't seem to stop braggin... but the hell... this is MY blog...

swiped by nelvin...

taken at cineleisure before our movie commenced...

some more...

still more...

kiss... :)

2005-06-02T22:09:00.000-07:00

i'll let you in on a secret...
i absolutely abhor awakin in the mornin to quarrels... nags or perfectly anythin which would turn my mood foul...
i have a freakish towards it... and it ruins my mood for the entire day...
nel knows best... i turn nasty when i awake to non-snuggly buggly wuggly phone calls from him...
he speaks to me as he would to his sergeant when he is surrounded by his friends like pang the arse... guy thing... i suppose... i'm intolerably mean... so sue me...
but i digress...
last friday... my disposition visibly blackened when i got ripped up right in the mornin by the giant management for wearin an open toe shoe...
gawd... i do not have an attitude problem i stress...
i could only conclude the lian lian beng beng camaraderie had been jealously guarded and would not be extended to a non-member... *laughs*
and for the subsequent days... my sister could not stop makin my life a perfect living hell...
she had been ignorin me for three days and countin because she claims i am deprivin her a job at gelare by bringin quan quan to the interview... *blank look*
so much for sisterly ties huh... to think i introduced to her the jobs i had at hand... like sony ericsson (which is no more of course), metro, and gelare at plaza singapura... nice sister huh...
yesterday... she sneakily hid the concealor and blusher we shared... *gawd* i had to go for a cosmetic interview for fucks sake my sister...
and when i asked her for it... the reply was... "its mine..."
she probably knows of this blog... but who the fuck cares...
and the pimple was seated snugly right at my nose broadcastin to my interviewer of its presence... *faints*
and when things went wrong in the mornin it usually does for the rest of the day...
and true enough... i missed two of the only buses to the interview centre when i was runnin late... gawddamn...
i confess that i *gasp* indulge in a little blog hoppin... *embarrassed* now and then...
two nights ago... i hopped into a site of whom-i-shall-not-mention...
i remembered chow wee tellin me that he is the only councillor chow wee does not respect in the 25th student council...
anyway... as a detached observer...
i noted a delicious ongoing scuffle between he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned, his current girlfriend, his previous girlfriend (of whom i know personally from touch)...
and a whole damned load of concerned friends... who seemed only to be complicatin things...
i thought about many relationships...
and i think previous girlfriends with malicious tongues should burn in their hell holes... (of course not that my touch senior was bitchy... she handled it with the smart intellect and intuition of a woman) *laughs*
i think all the past and present are complications... and it perplexes further an already disturbed soul...
i want to lead a simple life... you know it...

2005-05-31T22:39:00.000-07:00

hmm... yesterday was good... i met up with quan and xiao wei at town...
hmm... there is a sale at guess... but the clothes there are not too pretty...
we went into zara next... and quan saw a yellow cute skirt...
and i saw a little orange dress at zara... oh pretty...
the yellow skirt was good... only that it made me feel like a little banana...
or accordin to quan a busy bumblebee...
then the orange dress was pretty too... only that it is terribly skin huggin... it is like a blatant exhibition of all the flaws on my body... nO... i have none...
followin that... quan started to complain about how worned out she was...
and insinuated i was bein inconsiderate to her because i could not stop shoppin...
so we stopped at the coffee bean in takashimaya...
*laughs* we laughed like freakin shit...

2005-05-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

i'm readin the da vinci's code...
do not disturb...

2005-05-29T10:30:00.000-07:00

hmm... i survived today pretty well without any company...
and i suppose i am ideally suited to be in solitude...
well... i attempted to meet up with marcus at island creamery for sinful ice-cream...
er... accordin to him he had just ended a soccer game with the team... i reckoned he would be smelly and sweaty... so i called it off altogether...
not that he seemed half as keen to meet up anyway...
hmm... so i watched lord of the rings... and i thought to myself for the umpteenth time how hot aragorn looked in lord of the rings... and how adorable legolas looked with the pointy ears...
followin that... i watched naruto... and i thought to myself how adorable kakashi looked with one eye concealed... does that give anyone any clue how bored i was...
*sigh*... and i read the lord of the ring book nel loaned to me...

2005-05-28T11:35:00.000-07:00

gawd... thank you toady for informin me right at the nick of time...
*pheW*... i'm not going to allow anymore misunderstandins to occur again...

hello yvonne... good to have you droppin by...
i was hardly offended by your entry...
in fact... i think all that transpired was passe...
i do not bear any hard-feelings in all honesty...
and of course i hope you do not too...
*laughs*... truce... *shakes hands*

2005-05-28T10:56:00.000-07:00

this is the pilot-to-be seng wee...

nel and i on an overhead bridge... we thought the lights were so pretty... so we decided to take a picture...

just another... see my pretty top shop pants which costed me a whoopin seventy three bucks...

oh looky... this is my birthday cake... nelly baked the cheese cake... only xiujuan... peishan and i were good enough to taste it... *sticks out tongue*

hee... happy birthday to me...

2005-05-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

i had a most awful day at work yesterday...
seriously... who was to know open-toe shoe was disallowed at Giant's...
the indian gave me such a hard time... and the bastard thomas couldn't stop pickin on my jacket... to be precise he asked... "are you very cold..."
fucktard... i gave him a are-you-stupid-have-you-misplaced-your-poor-brains look...
jackets have functional... not decorative purposes... idiot...
he made me remove my jacket anyway... and i was so cold i had to fold my arms...
and he went again... "are you cold... because it is not good to fold your arms..."
had i not been disciplined enough... i would have shoved my third finger up his nose... fuck... i don't believe people would get that stupid...
and to add on to it... the bastard called me "eh... oei... ey..."
shortly after... doris the bitch called to say i wasn't required at work anymore... which tantamounts to a sack i suppose... gawd...
i haven't felt so fucked up for such a long time... i returned to the counter grabbed my stuff and stormed out of the cursed place... and dumped the stupid shirt into the bin...
i texted doris to clarify matters... she did not speak nicely nor gave me a chance at explainin... instead could not stop complainin about my jacket... utterly ridiculous i tell you... and she ended the convo with how she would inform me should help be needed at another outlet...
in gist... i told her what a fucked up manager she was and how emily would not handle this matter in such a way... and how i didn't need and don't want the job anymore... and things turned pretty ugly after that...
i felt so mad i texted emily to tell her what happened and she called me back promptly... she spoke to me for a good fifteen minutes...
gawd... it is such a pity for her to quit... she was terribly nice...
anyway... i am endin the post with an apology to the people whom i introduced the job to... *laughs*... i really do hope her dissatisfaction with me will not be extended to you guys...

2005-05-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

i swam today once again... i did 15 laps today and 7 laps yesterday...
and i am hell embressed to say i am totally thrashed and my joints and muscles are achin so badly...
gawd... my stamina is entirely down in the dumps... i must stick to my strict exercisin regime...
and i have to work tomorrow... suck balls...

2005-05-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

i abhor dishonest and deceitful men...
however you stumbled into my blog... bitch...

hmm... i had to kill time because the match starts only at 2.30am...
hence... i did a bit of blog hoppin... and it made me think a bit...
hmm... i do admit that i pass very harsh judgments... which i agree is an excruciatingly bad habit i have acquired...
however... i think i judge pretty quietly... which is good i suppose...
i hardly think i am an offensive person... rather i think quarrels are tiresome and distasteful... i don't like them at all...
i hate it though... when people needle me unneccessarily with inaccurate and inane comments...
look... when i leave you alone... you are supposed to leave me alone... not needle me further to see how far i could go...
and when i react by passin a bitchy comment... you cry... huh...
am i supposed to apologize... *laughs*...
gawd... don't ask why i am reactin in such a bitter manner...
i'm so disgruntled by so many issues i don't even have a prayer of an intent in happenin... which happens anyway... and pisses me off...
and hey... i am not bein bitchy really... i am tryin to be understood... if anyone could i suppose...
and then there is another issue about love and religion which never fails to rattle my nerves...
honestly... how do love and religion cross... of course... unless it pertains to sex before marriage... but i am not talkin abt isabella here... *laughs*... i'm sorry that was an unprovoked attack... right... i am talkin about love not sex...
i abhor mock serious philosophical christiany debate for example... "if one day you are forced to choose between God and your girlfriend or boyfriend... who would you choose..."
i think these are the type of questions that intellectuals shouldn't bother themselves with and leave it to fools who have really nothin better to do with their lives...
than to create complications to a thing as simple and instinctive as love...
and the word here is instinctive...
gawd... it is such a deliberate moral dilemma some individuals like to create that ruffles my feathers... and made me such a fervent anti-christ when i was 14...
damn... the world is complicated enough... quit makin it worse...
and i would like to add i am no longer anti-christ because i respect my boy...

2005-05-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

bad computer... my previous entry disappeared... effed up...
to summarize yesterday... i was pissed with my lazy bones... which caused me to procrastinate my final theory...
and now i have to wait really long to sit for my traffic police test...
gah... enough of it...
chow wee chatted with me for two hours at night...
honestly... i had pretty much forgotten about his existence although he must have been one of the friends i have known for ten years...
desmond is my antique friend... we have known each other for nearly twelve or thirteen years... *gasp* i feel old...
anyway... he told me that he would not waste his handphone bills on someone whom he could not give a shit about...
*laughs*... so to help him prove his point... although he had free incomin... i refused to call him on my home phone... *laughs*
anyway... he is back into the habit of smokin... which i was hardly surprised to hear considerin he fags one pack of ciggies a day... *frowns*
anyway... he asked me to meet him at an irish pub on friday so he could treat me to some drinks... hmm... i think i'd rather not though...
hmm... i met quan at town... i think i would pick up the levi's jeans when i have the cash... i went to the outlet at takashimaya...
because the sales promoter at plaza singapura is *daNG*...
i suppose he is doin his job... he gave his opinions while i fitted the jeans...
it made nelly's face turn green... *laughs*
anyway... i went to swim with quan quan... and this lifeguard came and spoke to quan... about how he noticed she was a regular at the swimmin complex...
when i was alone... he came up to me and said "let's be friends... i'll teach you the better way to swim... i was like whatever... who asked...
hmm... followin that i met up with shiang and xw for dinner at the prata house...
i love mangoes...

2005-05-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

this shot was a little blurred because the service crew had shaky hands and could not take us a decent shot...

this is the heavenly veggie soup i mentioned about in the previous entry...

the food is good... you can't blame me for lookin greedy...

the lovebirds... *blushes*

nelly and i are actin CUTE... and i think it turned out adorable...

he is kissin my hair... hee

half of my clique... from the left... shiang... joce... me... quan... dandan...

2005-05-23T07:18:00.000-07:00

my weekend was a blast...
i spent saturday with nelly... sunday with my family... and monday with my scgs clique...
hm... on saturday... i met up with nelly to have dinner at black angus... however it is spelt...
the ambience was terrific... warm lightings... soft cushions... wonderfully service oriented staff...
i had veggie soup and i swear it nearly matched the soup at country manna...
oh... and i must so mention the steak... the slice of the beef was nearly as thick as the length of my index finger... no joke folks... and boy it is really good...
followin that we went to catch STAR WARS...
gawd... i so love hayden christiansen... i think the chestnut curls are really a killer... and the audience were hell cute... we had the front row because we changed our movie at the last minute... nelly pointed to the back and i was hell tickled when i saw the audience from the back row wavin their light sabre...
i was how tempted to get a light sabre for myself...
it is an unexplicable thrill to fall in lieu with the star wars mood... and i liked it so much... it is a must catch...
we went to nelly's place after that because he baked me a cheese cake... how adorable... and really the cheesecake tasted good...
peishan was nice... she came down to xiu's place to celebrate my birthday...
er... hmm... now come to think of it... maybe it was just the soccer match...
and i am so not going to mention about the outcome of the match... gawd scholes... how could you screw up on man u like that...
i have such a queer habit of chuckin my phone under my pillow while i slept at night... and that was a big mistake because through the night my phone was vibratin non-stop from the text messages that came in...
anyway... i spent sunday with my family... my cousins and i had ice cream at swensens and the ice cream was really cute...
my aunts prepared a spread of fine food for my birthday... i think i have added on another 2 kg to my legs... gah... depressin...
anyway i had the second cake which is a mango cake from bengawan solo...
my cousins bought me a bag... a nike top which i liked too much... and my aunt bought me a necklace...
today... after drivin i met up with nelly and he gave me my birthday present...
which is the present i adored the most... it is a pink jacket from ripcurl...
so pretty... i love it... love it...
nelly had to book in after that... so i headed down to the glass house fish and co. to meet the girls... gawd... the girls embarrassed me a hell lot... i was made to stand on the chair while they sang me a birthday song... i was effin embressed...
i wanted to faint... and in exchange for that... i had myself an ice cream cake...
the third for the week... and quan bought me a cute bracelet...
oh... pilot-to-be seng wee deserves special mention because he picked up the tabs for dinner... close to a hundred and twenty i suppose... for that i would post his photo up my blog... hee hee...
i'm really happy... special special thanks to mike... ben... hui... lydia... thank you for rememberin... it had been so long...
thank you darlin for the effort... heh... for lovin me... for so many things... i know you know...
to pang... i cursed you on my birthday because u were mean and you cursed my team...
lastly... happy birthday to me...

2005-05-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

gawd... how i love bein able to be online...
my computer died on me for three whole days...
i think i spent wednesday shoppin alone... well... of late everyone is workin...
those who aren't workin are busy with their own appointments...
so i was sad and lonely and decided shoppin would lift my mood a little...
i headed to suntec... heh... i thought it was infinitely quieter at suntec...
i went into Prints to shop... and the cards there are so pretty i decided to spend a little on it... and i realised there is a sale at ralph lauren...
gawd... and i was excited for my daddy because he is such a fan...
anyway... i went into top shop to shop a little too and the first clothe that had my attention was a pair of three quarters... so pretty pretty...
it was priced at seventy three bucks and i balked a little before buyin the pair...
i fancied a white top at twenty six bucks but decided it was a little too transparent for my likin... so i dropped it and went to mango instead...
i bought a purple top from mango and i spent a hundred bucks all like that...
anyway... i saw a set of lingerie from La Senza... it is pretty too...
and i think i am going to get it too... it is only fifty five bucks... after i work that is...
so i returned home feelin great... because i liked the top and pants so much...
hm... the rest of the days were spent drivin... because i must finish it by this month...
tomorrow is nellyday... *yAy*... can't wait...

2005-05-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

nelly had an interview with ntu this afternoon... and hence he was allowed to book out for awhile today...
he woke me up at ten thirty this mornin... it was arranged he come over for a bath before he goes for the interview at around two...
i accompanied him to the school for the interview... and i thought the professor looks adorable...
seriously... why do all professors look similar...
recedin hairline... moustache... anyway... i thought he had beautiful manners...
and i am happy because nelly's interview went pretty well...
anyway... the professor reminds me terribly of mr. tang... the computer studies teacher back at scgs...
*laughs* i remembered how he pointed the laser pointer he uses at pey chuan's boobs very unknowingly... we were all hell tickled...
omg... my daddy is violently obsessed with ralph lauren buttoned shirt...
he owns so many of these ralph lauren shirts... british india shirts... timberland shirts... gawd... how brand conscious... *laughs*
anyway... i bought myself serum for the hair so that i will have smooth... shiny... pretty hair... and it is by st. ives because i am against animal testin...
well... i am thinkin of gettin an ear hole on the bone...
anybody wants to self mutilate too...

2005-05-16T10:40:00.000-07:00

my apologies to my trottiepie sister for the undue worry i put her through last night... i feel loved...
well... i am going to be introspective and reflective tonight for a change...
honestly... i haven't been in the best of moods of late...
i have had an over dosage of idealism... sunshine... honey... roses...
presently the adrenaline rush seemed to have subsided...
reality is so stark... so dauntin...
and i am green with envy watchin young couples like danchi and benson...
don't get me wrong... i am happy for danchi and benson... only that it strikes a chord of poignancy in me...
some sort of a childish wishful fantasy to be like them... simple but happy...

Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

2005-05-14T12:09:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry guys for the sudden onslaught of fresh pictures... i just found the time to do up my blog a little... well if u don't like to look just scram... who asked you here in the first place... well here is sentosa...

this is the picture of my scgs clique and i... i think we are one really pretty clique...

this is steph and i... she got her shirt for free and is hell proud of it...

this is nelly... xiao wei and i... don't you think nellypies has a very white torso... but he is cute... and he is mine... so quit staring...

danchi and i... gawd... pretty girls the both of us... *grins*

nellypies got jealous lookin at this... *laughs*... marcus and i...

well... no comments to this but awww...

one more...

this is a really cute picture of my boy and danchi's benson... mine's adorable...

this is the pictures taken the night g string and i were at tango and wala wala...

see atiq actin cute... i think she looks like doctor seuss...

the pretty pretty us...

more of us... us... us...

my poor fringe... look what the hairdresser did...

i don't know what is up with this picture... but i think we look hilarious so i'm postin it up...

look look... lovey dovey us...

now... this is the hongkong trip...

my sis and i... only now do i realize the uncanny similarities we share... *shudders*

my cousin and i... hk looks terrible at the background...

gawd... look at this... just look at this... my very own bridal shop... i'm going here on my weddin...

yea folks... that is all... i apologize for the terrible sizing of the photos... i'm just beginnin to learn...

2005-05-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

gawd... xin he you made my day... i'm really happy you popped by and left a message... hope the army is kind to you...
*yAy* i love xiujuan and nellypies too... i haven't blogged for a pretty long time... i don't remember all that happened in the week... so i'll start with wed...
after drivin... i met up with a couple of my primary school folks...
followin that g string and i met at holland village for dinner...
we headed to tango for dinner... and i had pretty good calamari...
we took some drinks each at tango... took more at wala wala...
and wala... we chalked up a bill of nearly a hundred and twenty bucks...
we had such a wonderful time... i don't know... i laughed so hard i wanted to cry... and atiq couldn't stop pinchin me... she's crazy... and she tried to smear the orange on my face... we walked and laughed our way to the bus stop...
there came a point she called me maybank and i was so tickled i had to stop on the seat to rest... it isn't funny now huh... but then it cracked me up like hell...
on thursday i met up with xiujuan to pass her the gay flick i bought for her at hong kong... we stopped at top shop... nine west... *roll eyes*... and ralph lauren...
gah... and i refused to be tempted because nel's birthday is around the corner...
we had dinner at crystal jade... she told me quite alot of stuff... turned me off too terribly my mango puddin didn't taste good anymore...
anyway... we stopped again at gelare after dinner... and i shall not blog about xiujuan's monstrous appetite... *laughs*
today i met nelly at three... good to snuggle again...
and we headed to town after that... it poured today... we took shelter at cineleisure...
heh... and we met the same figures as we did at lido two weeks ago...
heh... just a side note to pang if he happens to read my blog...
i don't collect fans... *LAUGHS*... but thanks anyway i want it still
i'm too lazy to blog more...

2005-05-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

i was so bored with life recently... heh... and thus i decided to go for a haircut...
i went to the monsoon hairhouse and had a haircut for thirty bucks...
alas... hair stylists have a tendency to screw up my hair...
well... i have only myself to blame... i told the hair stylist to snip off my fringe... now i have terrible japanese pop fringe which i absolutely cringe upon lookin at myself in the mirror... *sigh*...
and i realized i have unsolicited visitors up my blog...
*gAh*... eff off...

2005-05-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

*grins*... after being MIA for four days i am officially BIA...
heh... i feel so missed... which thus makes me feel so happy...
anyway... i concluded that singapore is far more worthy a shoppin paradise than hk is... mai dong xi chi dong xi is plain bull shit...
summarily... i have some violent complaints against hk...
firstly... the people there are extremely condescendin... which i sure have no clue why...
yea sure... strong economy you have got there... yet it does not match the down-trodden buildings... stinkin back lanes... neither english nor chinese speakin population...
oh... and to think i thought the cabbies in singapore were bad... boy... not till i checked out hk cabbies...
anyway... i'm traumatised thinkin about the wet market that i have visited...
the prawns were so fresh... they were skippin out of the containers they were kept in... and this naughty prawn skipped right out of the container and landed itself in the gutter... black murky gutter water...
and the person mannin the store took the prawn out and threw it back into the container... i was astounded at their cleanliness...
it probably explained the reason i shat six times the second day at hk...
subsequently... it drizzled... rained... poured... gawd... it was so dreary i wanted to coop at the hotel to sleep...
i bought myself a couple of tops from esprit... two bags... some ear rings... a pair of flip flops...
i bought a fake polo ralph lauren tee shirt... *grins*... baileys for his mommy and him and lo po paing (that is terrible cantonese for you) for ah gong and ah ma...
oh... and i feel happy i bought some souvenirs for some people...
ahh... i am extremely happy i am back because i missed the two men i loved the mosty... hee... yAy i am back...

2005-05-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

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2005-05-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

last night was pretty bad... i got up abruptly in the middle of the night...
checked my handphone... and it is three in the mornin...
i received two text messages... one from quan and the other marcus...
it was a very adorable apologetic text message from marcus...
i do not like marcus the way i like nellypies... despite our pretty incriminatin history... but i do like marcus very much... why am i blabberin...
anyway... i apologized too for rippin him up the other day... i felt so awful after givin him a piece of my mind... its good that everythin is fine once again...
anyway... i only went back to bed at four... and i had a very frightful nightmare...
in my dream... nellypies was faggin... and i was horrified because i know how much he abhors smokers...
i was nearly hysterical when i snatched the cig from his mouth and flung it to the floor... and demanded an explanation for the bizarre change in him...
and the reply was an accusation of how high maintenance i was and how stressful it is for him...
and in my dream i flung back about how understandin i was to him through this period... gawd...
i felt so broken when i woke this mornin... heh... a troo troo to nellypies helped though and i went drivin with a peace of mind...
i was so stupidly eager to board the shuttle bus... i forgot to top up my account...
damn... can anyone help me...

2005-05-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

heh... i just felt like bloggin about a few perks and pricks of my life over the past few days...

Perks:

1) i have sofas at home finally... well... if you haven't been over to my place... you wouldn't understand my joy... i have been deprived of sofas for a good six years... ever since my daddy began takin a fierce likin towards amplifiers...

2) i bought new acuvue lens... because f**** (i'm really scared i get sued... *laughs*) sucked so much it was scratchin my eyeballs...

3) i think it is the season for wisdom tooth... because peishan... toady and my sister has wisdom tooth... i had it at twelve... which proves i'm wise beyond my years...

4) my nellypies was supposed to be at the range today... or so they call it... and isn't supposed to be able to call... but he called anyway... just to tell me he missed me... *grins*

Pricks:

1) i cannot see my nellytoes for two gawddamned weeks... because i would be flyin with cathay to mai dong xi chi dong xi mai dong xi chi dong xi... please my friends... do entertain my poor poor nellypies...

2) my sentosa photos got lost in outerspace... i cannot post them on my blog to show how pretty my clique is...

3) i put on 500 grams to my forty six kilo... but still am adamant on orderin pizza now...

4) NO ONE IS TAGGING ME...

okie... i'm pretty excited over my new sofas... heh... because it means everyone could come over to watch soccer with me... *grins*

2005-05-02T20:45:00.000-07:00

i don't know should i say yesterday was good or bad...
i bought my mom an osim blood pressure meter for mother's day...
seriously what do you call that thing... i don't think she has any ailments...
i thought it is hereditary anyway and she should take necessary precautions...
it didn't make her better to be in anyway... she gave me a fine tongue lashin over my poor attitude yesterday... thankgod i am passed the phase i itch to rebut her every sentence... i don't know... yesterday was good until i arrived back home...
i suppose i had enjoyed too thoroughly the four days of havin nellypies around...
suddenly... he had to book in and i felt totally awful... in addition to that... my mom wouldn't give me a break... so i called nellytoes and cried and fell asleep...
i had a gatherin with my secondary school folks at sentosa... it was good meetin everyone once again... i think the clique aren't as close as before...
i thought it was utterly crappy to meet up at sentosa at eleven only to leave at three... it was crappy to meet up at sentosa with only three out of ten people who brought a change of clothin... and to meet at sentosa only to cycle for an hour is the stupidest thing i have heard in my life... i think i have a stupid clique... that is aside from me...
gone were the days we leapt into the sea even without any change of clothes...
whatever... thankgod i had the foresight to bring my puppytoes there... or i would have been bored and fuckin angry...
the only good thing is i took quite a few pictures which i could post on my blog...
unfortunately they are still with nellytoes... well... till then...

2005-05-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

i stayed at home for most parts of today... *heE*...
feels pretty good to have time at one's disposal though...
i went grocery shoppin with my mommy for the stuff i would need for the trip to hk...
i met hon there coincidentally... and i don't feel good because he kept shovin money at me... i'm not stupid in case you think i am to feel bad because some one was shovin money at me... i am no money grubber...
we agreed on the one hundred and twenty bucks fees initially... i was aware that i was underpaid... but i started off wantin to do it as a favour anyway...
he paid me fifty bucks on the first lesson and paid me another hundred and twenty bucks today... i refused the money but he was adamant i have it...
he looked so tired because he was shuttlin from one tuition centre to another teachin the kids personally to save money for a teacher...
it is weird he pinches pennies on himself but offhandedly gives me fifty bucks...
and i know it is concern for me that he showed such generosity...
okie... why am i goin on and on... i bought myself tonnes of junkies...
i'm stuffin myself with marshmallows now... and i think it tastes real good...
we headed down to my grandmama's place to borrow smaller luggages from my cousin...
and my aunt... who is an aspirin beautician insisted i allowed her to do a hair spa on my hair... of course i relented... which was a mistake because it made my hair stiffer than before... *daNg*... it was a nice gesture anyway...
i met nelly and jerry at close to twelve for supper at al ameen eatin house...
heh... probably it was the time... the two boys looked horrendously tired...
which made me look hyperactive and crazy... *laughs*...
we sat at the void deck and chatted for a moment... before zhenwei drove them home...
*gaH*... do pardon this mundane entry... i need to sleep now... i am going to sentosa tomorrow... *yAy*...

2005-04-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

this is my boy and i... heh... i think we look so loving...

hee... met ta you and eileen at lido too... heh... tayou looks like a rollie pollie... but i think he looks adorable fat...

marcus... nellypie and i... the three of us took turns to take a photo... heh... i think marcus' turned out to be the best taken...

this was taken by nelly... heh...

this was by me... notice how i cut the both of the boys' face off... *laughs*... anyway... yea the pimple is huge and my face is shiny... but hell i don't have any make up on...

you will notice in the last few photos i look exceptionally happy... i made marcus sit on my left and nellypie on my right... and i squeezed in between the both of them this it made me feel so nice and important...

this is toady and her stinky... it is a coerced tribute to her because she helped me post the photos up... i thought this warrants some form of censorship... its so explicit... *laughs*... but she insists... so here goes...

2005-04-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

heh... such a happy weekend... *nuaK*
hmm... friday was my sister's birthday...
aloysius and i had a conspiracy to surprise her...
heh... thus i earned myself a slice of the chocolate ice-cream cake...
nelly and i headed to plaza singapura because i am still bent on gettin myself a pair of heels... which i didn't afterall...
anyway... we were at giordano because nellypie wanted to buy a pair of three quarters like the one i have... and i wanted to buy myself another white pair...
which i didn't too... *laughs*...
we met my mommy at giordano... *laughs*... followin that i joined my family at the fish and co opposite plaza singapura... and we ate a whoopin total of two hundred bucks... *gasps*
today was twice the fun... nellypie's grandmama cooked a large pot of curry and invited me over to have curry... and i love curry although it gives my stomach one hell of a hard time... heh... i thought it was yummy... like the curry my grandmama used to cook before...
heh... followin that we headed to plaza singapura yet again because i had free golden village tickets...
initially... the plan was to catch the pacifier... but the tickets were out so we settled for the interpreter...
the both of us had no clue at all what to expect about the show...
oh... and it was a very refreshin move from the movies i was used to...
i think sean penn is cute... *laughs*... the plot moved a little quickly... we were left with so many questions after the movie was over...
but i would say the storyline was awesome... it had a very fine balance of thrills... romance... anticipation... and yea... i like it...
heh... nel and i wanted to eat good ice cream... heh but on the way we met marcus and a great many people from college... and i was so happy and excited...
i saw marcus and a great many from sfc and tayou and eileen and we sat at lido and chatted... i was so happy to see them...
it was kind of embarrassin though... i was wearin rags and i met so many people...
*sigh*

2005-04-28T19:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday was good... i met quan at town...
we walked about top shop and zara in search for new tops...
hmm... i saw none to my likin though... quan bought herself an off-shoulder top...
which looks really pretty on her...
anyway... i was determined to buy a new pair of heels... so we stopped outside charles and keith...
i was pickin the shoe when suddenly my mom called and said...
mommy: ntu sent their letter already...
victoria: *pretends to be nonchalant*... so how was it..."
mommy: -silence-... they didn't take you in... are you sad...
victoria: *downcast*... nvm ler... go nus lor...
mommy: ahaha bluff you one...
victoria: $^*^%$#@!@#$%...
heh... my mommy is so playful... she made my heart sink for a moment... and it soared after that... nice sub-dean... *beaMs*
quan got nervous upon the news that the confirmation later was here...
she and i went to her place and *yAy* she got into mass comm too..
we sat at her place and filled in the gap since the time we haven't been talkin to each other... then nellytoes came down and had dinner near quan's place...
anyway... we laughed like pang pang again recountin all the stupid things we did in secondary school... i think nellytoes was amused...
he said we were both wearin hoopy ear-rings and both our ear-rings kept jigglin while we were laughin...
no movies yesterday because we were really tired yesterday...
heh... for all the well-wishers and passerbys... thanks for the well-wishes... *smiles*...
heh and to S**... don't bother sendin me your stupid confirmation letter that is takin donkey years to come... *roll eyes*... *farts at you*

2005-04-27T10:43:00.000-07:00

*wHee*... today is a very happy day... i think happiness breeds happiness...
nelly booked out today... *yAY*... and we met at westmall because i craved so terribly badly for the boluomianbao... it is heavenly... once again... i'll help the restaurant advertise... it is called mayim at westmall...
it serves very good dim sum with really fat prawns... *aHhhh*
i see starrrs... nellytoes and i went to shop for a new handphone and a couple of dvds for him... er... oh... we went to mos burger followin that because i like the drumstick they serve at mos burger...
oh man... i think xiujuan is so going to throttle me... because we agreed to go on some extreme diet regime... *laughs*...
well... i think cup noodle... two boluomianbao and a drumstick is pretty little for a day... *hEe*... kUdOs to victoria... keep up the good work...
oh... i bought myself a cutest pair of ear rings i have laid my eyes on...
a pair of pink pigs... *gawD*... just how adorable...
it looks highly spastic because it is so fat and it is hangin on my ears...
but i don't care... i like it... and i look adorable in it... nellytoes says so...
*bEAMs*... i think i can smack shit on my face and still he would think i am pretty... *bEaMS*...
ooo... and daddy... nice daddy... sweet daddy bought me a guess bag online...
nellytoes will be bookin in tomorrow but would be out shortly after...
which doesn't make any sense to me... but well... so long as he would be out... i wouldn't whine...
we are going to ps to catch some nice shows... with my free tickets...

2005-04-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

ow man... i'm totally tired... i got up at about nine for my first final theory lessons... and also to fatten my account...
shit... the final theory is bullshit... i don't have to sit for an hour and a half of lessons to pass my final theory... *roars*
anyway... i dozed off for most parts of the lessons... but was really tickled by the instructor towards the end of the lesson...
instructor: know another name for the ERP...
class: ...
instructor: everyday rob people...
shit... was the humour really slap-stick... because it got me laughin like crazy...
anyway... i met pauline at bbdc... and i gave her friend and her a lift on the cab...
oooooh... my boy is bookin out tonight...
happy happy...

2005-04-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

heh... i promised my daddy rather hastily that i would catch madama butterfly with him... *laughs*... now he is nearly convinced it was a con on my part...
because for the three days madama butterfly is performin... i'll be flyin with cathay pacific to hongkong... *mai dong xi chi dong xi*
*laughs merrily*... i really hope to catch michael flatley's lord of the dance though... *nuaknuaK*...
anyway... i became a couch potato this evenin... and i got addicted to a tennis match between sharapova and henin hardenne...
i'm not a tennis person... would prefer soccer anytime to tennis... but i love watchin tennis all the same...
anyway... i couldn't decide if i was watchin the match for sharapova or for the game... but damn sharapova is how hot hot hot... from tip to toe... hot... damn...
she is tall... her face is gorgeous... her tan nice and even... and her legs...
*gawD*... i've nvr seen a pair of legs that pretty...
it's long and very shapely... and it is not a pair of skinny legs mind you... its big but strong lookin... *SIGH*...
to add to the pretty looks... she plays a clever game of tennis...
i'm not quite too sure if her skills were considered stellar... but surely... she plays with her head...
i think all girls should take up sports... i think sporty girls have a look and attitude about them that makes them delicious...
girls who can't run or catch a ball should really bury themselves... *yikes*...
like quit acting gu-niang dude... its distasteful...
all of a sudden... i'm so terribly motivated to exercise... fats fats go away...
now i'm seriously contemplating a way to get my hands on a visitors pass to the gym at signature park... i want to lead an active life again... too long have i rested in the shadows of the dark... *grins*...
oh yea... i was catchin the programme on channel eight... er some perfect women show...
i think my idea of a perfect woman is one who is career oriented... *laughs*...
who orders men about at the office but knows how to love and pamper her man at home... damn... why am i going on and on again...

2005-04-25T23:15:00.000-07:00

the extract below is taken off atiqah's blog

"oh btw, vic my dearest gg trottiepie sister wants, no i mean insist, that i'll let her be my bridesmaid and i'll be hers. yay. we have this great picture of me and my hubby and my little babies.. or little trottie atikky (onli that they dont have trots like me!) and we meet vic and her hubby with their little own vickyyy trotties too and we go like.. "kids! meet aunty vickyy and tats uncle nelly (i hope?) and vice versa. oh wow.
and btw vic, u so gotta make sure in my wedding there's lots of orange daisies cos i love love them. i dont care if it looks weird, i love them. and u better not be flirttyy with my hubby or i'll.... flirt back with yours hahahaha. i love being in love. whheee wheeee"

i think tik is absolutely gonna freak when she realizes shiang wants to be one of my bridesmaid too...
anyway... my sister is sittin for her university exams and both my parents decided to take leave from work for this week... like wtf...
how come i don't remember receivin the luxury as she did...
of havin my daddy as a private chauffeur and my mom as a private cook...
*pouts*... heh... nelly will be my private chauffeur and cook... *heE*...
anyway... speakin of shiang... she has a very distasteful habit of fishin for my eye-candies... *poUts*... wesley and allan were my eye candies...
thank god i have nellytoes now... and i shan't be bothered to trot her...
er... people who drop by my blog anonymously now scares me... because i feel like i would be sued for slander almost everytime... *laughs*...
err... oh and poor godzilla lost her phone... that poor girl... it is probably her zillionth time...

2005-04-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

hon called to ask if i would extend my teachin period at his tuition centre...
he said the parents gave positive feedbacks about me...
i'm sure... wait till these parents hear my feedbacks about their precious...
today i was sorely tempted to throw a boy out of class because he is unbelieveably bad at his work and ridiculously disruptive to my lessons...
err... 29/90... shit fuck... i don't remember screwing my english so badly when i'm 8... alright... enough of pointed remarks...
*sigh*... it is only monday... and i'm missin my darlin nellytoes so badly...
*wails*... how in the world am i going to wait till wednesday...

2005-04-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

*yAy*... i'm a happy girl because there are wonderful people like godzilla... peishan... my g string sister... my da ge... and nellytoes...
who tag my chatterbox and keep my bloggie alive...
hmm... speakin of my da ge... where is pang... *sigh*... there's hardly anyone who bullshits the way he does and thus amuses me so...
i have just returned from accompanyin tejay to his school...
it is a gawd awful experience... there is an inexplicable evil aura in that school...
*laughs*... we had dinner at the prata house near my place and the food was awesome... *yaY*... which makes me happy too...
anyway... xiujuan is one hell blur godzilla... i was on the cab and i received one of the strangest text message on my mobile... "can you tell me one economic theory..." *dAnG*... and she doesn't know the time of her smu interview...
anyway... i had a chat with atiqah last night for close to an hour...
and i promised i would blog it...
anyway... my g string sister suddenly decided she wants to have babies...
and she couldn't stop cooing about baby toes and baby shower to me last night...
i worry for her boy... for fear she couldn't repress the motherly instincts in her and decides to *gasP* rape her boy... *laughs laughs*
it is tuition time...

2005-04-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

there is a callused piece of skin on my first toe which looks suspiciously like a corn... *pouts*...
it reminds me of the time chang had a corn and bein nice i got him a corn plaster of some sort... now i think i'll be needin it soon...
oh... i decided my brows were gettin way too thick... so i spent about thirty minutes shapin my brows... i think it is a little soo sparse now...
alright... that is all for personal groomin...
heh... well... if you think my blog is gettin a little diabetic... well... brace yourself... because here is my tribute to my boy...
*embarrassed*... after what occured last night... err... some sort of enormous period syndrome... i think there must be no one girl more adored than her boy than i am... *beams*... thank you nelly for makin my life pretty all over again...
*hEe*... oh... i am a little embarrassed now... *laughs*...
alright... the updates for today are as follows...
i woke at one thirty today... which is hell inadequate sleep because i only went to bed at about six the previous night...
anyway... my mommy wouldn't stop haulin me out of bed... because there was no one to accompany my grandma to the acupuncture...
in all honesty... i would be too glad to help... but no... not when i am hauled out of bed at half past one and expected to leave home ten minutes later...
*daMN*... i have a terrible cleanliness freakish and i must must must bathe before leavin home for whatever event... which is what i could not do the entire day...
*gaH*... when i arrived at my gran's place... she changed her mind and refused to go for the acupuncture... *daMN*... i felt *dAnG*... alright... i couldn't find better words to describe how i felt...
i had nothin better to do... so i ate and ate... i had bubble tea... xxl chicken... brownie...a hell lot of chocolate... gawd... i can't recall...
heH... ooOoH... i have gotten myself a guest on my blog... *yAY* i love mysteries...
heh... please don't anyone tell me it is just shiang... i'll be crushed... *laughs*

2005-04-23T10:44:00.000-07:00

this is the clay figurine i made in a day... heh... it is pretty... i insist...

this is xiujuan's gay dog... the other picture is too explicit gayism... *heH* so just this for nowie...

2005-04-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

i love my dear g-string trottiepie...

*yAY*... i am so enormously happy today... *laughs*...
i went to pasir ris to pick up my dear nellypie... but arrived a little too early...
heh... hence i decided to take a tour about white sands... *hEe*...
i'm desperately in need of a pair of shoes... preferably somethin pointed...
so i'll look a little taller and skinnier... *hEeHeE*...
i used to wear pointed heels until i slammed my toes against the escalator some time very far back... which resulted in an inflamed ingrown toe nail... *oWee*
pardon the sound effects... i'm a little high...
anyway... white sands is a perfectly pathetic place to shop at...
and i lost interest in the place after a mere ten minutes...
i walked to the bus interchange and sat there till nellypie arrived...
it felt good to sit alone at the interchange... the palm trees combined with the wind made the atmosphere terribly relaxin... so i sat and thought about how beautiful the world is... *heE*... nelly came at about thirty minutes later...
after which we headed to raffles city to eat at burger king...
actually... my main motive in headin towards raffles city is to check out the bags at guess... i have been searchin high and low for a bag to my likin... which is too difficult because i am very particular about the size of the bag...
i thought the ones at guess are really pretty... and *wAhLa* just the right size too... a pity it is a whooping 145 bucks... i have to give it some consideration...
heh... i forgot to mention... nelly made somethin for me too for our first year... what a coincidence... he picked a twig from his field trip and carved NELLY LOVES VICTORIA... on the twig... it is very prettily done... heh...
oh... and i passed him the clay figurine i did... *hEe*... he looks overjoyed and squealy as if it really was very pretty... i think finally i managed to impress the boy with my arT... *laughs*...
anyway... i was really pleased... heh... we went back to his place after dinner...
and nelly's mommy bought me a little white bag from adidas from her trip to thailand... heh... it is really pretty... love it to bitties...
we sat on his bed and talked... *hEe*... suddenly the convo shifted to our future...
*heH* and he sat on his bed while i sat on the floor with my arms hugging his fatty stomach and he cuddlin my head... well... i'm sorry about the details... but it is a very comfortable position to snuggle in... and we discussed about the things we plan to do in future while snuggling... *tEehEe*...
*heh*... i could see the both of us livin in a condo pent house with two baby jack russells... *heE*
felt like there were stars stars stars all around me... i'm dizzy with bliss...
gawd... never knew it felt so good to be loved...

2005-04-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

hmm... after a series of deep thinkin...
*gah*... the mass communications course is somethin i think i want to pursue...
now i feel like kickin myself for takin it in a breeze... *shakes head*
*damn*... but the thought of majorin in communication studies and minoring in psychology is so terribly delicious... please pray for me...
alright... enough of these head splittin worries...

i was at westmall chattin up with a couple of friends over coffee...
the bulk of our convo was about their bein unattached and the emotional hollowness that followed... the mood was pretty dismal i must say...
they were visibly depressed and i was pretty incredulous...
honestly... at my age... had i been single and available...
fishin for the prospective boyfriends would be the very last thing on my mind...
the guys are slightly older than i am... probably three years...
but still... i don't see what is the hurry...
i don't need men at every intervals of my life... and i find male attention hardly flatterin...
except for maybe my boy's attention... which i find infinitely pleasin...
i had been alone for three years before my boy entered...
and i think i like the kind of life without commitment and brimmin freedom...
as much as i enjoy my life now...
in fact... quan thinks that the three years have made me oblivious to men...
such that failed relationships hardly affect me anymore...
seriously... why am i going on and on... *laughs*...
the guys passed me somethin from ben which made me laugh...
it reminded me of my terribly nasty temper in the past...
hee... so for folksie who are feelin down due to a lack of the right one...
like shiang mouse... ser... and my three spastic guy friends...
cheer up dudes... life is just a game...

2005-04-22T00:26:00.000-07:00

oh man... i am genuinely happy because quan quan is going to join our slackers' club soon... simply put... we are all unemployed and goin to have the time of our life... *cackles*...
to all the poor folksie i have been whinin incessantly to... about the lack of ideas for an appropriate gift...
such as... godzilla... peishan... shiang... quan... skinny marcus...
it must have been so painful for u folks...
but i have already came up with an idea which i was terribly pleased with...
heh... i headed to popular today to shop for clay... paint... paintbrushes and varnish... *nuaknuaknuak*... and i completed the figurine in an hour and a half...
*beaMs brightly*... i have to wait for it to dry completely... which takes approximately a day... after which i could paint the clay figurine...
*smirks*... i think it looks totally awesome... *beaMS*
so yea... thank you guys for tryin to give my brains a jolt with all the ideas...
hee... i am also happy because as quoted from jerry the da ge...
"in one days time... i will get my drug again..."
stinks not to have spoken to him for four days...

2005-04-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

i got up at ten today because quan quan had to come over to print the stuff for her portfolio... we both did some very last minute packin of our portfolio before headin down to ntu....
there were two parts to the written test... the first bein an mcq test style on current affairs... which is really horrifyin for me...
i'm not apathetic about current affairs mind you... i'm well... a little back-dated... *laughs*... whatever...
the second portion was a written essay on...
a)Is anonymous online discussion forum harmful or beneficial to singapore... why...
b)Was Singapore Idol given too much coverage...
anyway... i hoped i wrote well enough to impress the markers...
we had a short reception after the written test... heh and quan and i ate some pastries and had a cup of coffee which tasted much to sweet for our likin...
followin that at 2.15... we went for our respective interviews...
my interview venue was the fourth floor and it brought me into the office...
there were two really friendly students who were supposedly there to talk to us about the school to calm our nerves...
we talked a little about the hostels and all when all of a sudden... they told me...
"hey victoria... do you know your interviewer is the sub dean..."
i think my reaction was one of dazed silence... but i managed to contort my face back into its original facade of confidence...
"er... so is that somethin good or bad..."
"*laughs*... 50% good 50% bad..."
-pensive silence-
anyway shortly after the sub dean called for me and i went into her office for the interview...
i think i wasn't half as nervous as i expected myself to be...
and about five minutes into the conversation i felt like i enjoyed speakin to her...
generally... i felt that the interview went pretty well... i hardly stuttered nor minced my word... as i would usually have under extreme pressure...
hmm... i think my grades are one of the poorest about the people i know who got shortlisted for the interview...
i think i wouldn't be too disappointed to be rejected by the course...
but then again... it would be a very pleasant surprise if i got admitted to the course...
er... quan... shiang and i went down to town after that...
and hee... i got myself another set of sloggi lingerie from triumph... at fifty bucks... yAY...

2005-04-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

i'm so down on my luck today... *bah*
quan brought me a piece of depressin news...
i must say it has little to do with me... but strangely it made me deeply perturbed and highly depressed... *sigh*...
for such a shockin piece of news... her tone was uncannily indifferent and dismissive... which disturbed me pretty badly...
yet again... it reminds me of how much we resemble each other in that aspect...
which probably explains the depth of our friendship...
quan had to leave pretty early because of some family issues...
she boarded the bus... but i for some particular reason decided to take a walk about town all alone... i was feelin a little melancholic...
and decided maybe shoppin would give me a merry jolt...
alas... i couldn't find a single bag to my likin... nor a single shoe with the size of my feet... *damn*
i met michelia at taka though and we had a little chat...
hmm... the 24th is just around the corner... yet i can't think of anythin suitable to buy... and i have run dry of surprises and new antics...
i bought myself a pen and a pencil for the written essay tomorrow at a bookstore and left town for home...
*sigh*... my family is wholly biased... i want to move out...
i don't know... i'm just depressed...

2005-04-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

nelly is outfield for 4 days and will be back on saturday...
heh... it really is pretty fine because i'm gettin used to him being away...
speakin of creatures of habit... heh...
i am terribly unprepared for the interview with the school of communication studies tomorrow...
there are basically two rounds of test... the first bein an aptitude test...
*gah*... i suppose the aptitude test is a written essay...
which is entirely horrific because i haven't held a pen in gawd knows how long...
and the interview... i have no talents so to speak of... what in the world am i going to say... atiq suggested that i say i'm into wiccan or somethin... *laughs*
thank god i have quan for company tomorrow or it would be totally dreadful tom...
on a lighter note... today is a great day although i am cooped up at home...
firstly... xiao wei and i arranged for a game of badminton at the community centre near our place and after which a swim at her condo... *ahHhhH*
*yAY*... victoria loves racquet games... badminton... squash... er no tennis... not just yet... heh... hm... whats with the third person narrative...
and victoria loves a swim... because it helps her loose the fats that is huggin at her... and it gives her a south-african taN...
and just the next piece of news... my beloved trottiepie wants to catch michael flatley's lord of the dance with me... *hurraY*
i watched a snippet of the lotd... and i was floored... daMn... it is fantastic...
heh... and generally... people's tag just make my day... heh...

2005-04-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

*sigh*... michael flatley's lord of the dance anyone...
can money fall from the sky...

2005-04-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

i am about to launch into an angry tirade about the interview...
you are warned already... i got hauled out of bed at an ungodly hour of eight...
only to be trapped in a tiny room for an hour...
with seven other girls who were bitchin about everythin under the sun.
that was pretty fine because i was a very active participant of the bitchin...
anyway... there were two professors interviewin the eight of us...
one an american and the other korean...
honestly speakin the korean professor had such a peculiar accent...
i spent half the time decipherin his intents...
and to make matters worse... everyone was tryin to voice out their piece...
and soon the convo evolved into a mindless whirl... because the girls were so engrossed in answerin first rather than answerin sense...
it wasn't long before i lost the drift of the convo... and i decided the game was gettin a little distasteful for my likin...
er... so for the better part of the interview... i was stretched out on the soft chairs very comfortably... and drawlin my replies... *gawd*
i think i can kiss my smu dreams goodbye... *laughs*...
thankfully smu takes a backseat in my options...
alright... i'm beginnin to like my primary three students...
heh... my boy is ill again... *cries*... i think it is the fried chicken we had earlier... damn...
er... oh... i wanted to blog about saturday...
peishan... toady and i arranged for a swim at the toad's place...
*laughs*... everyone please watch xiujuan swim the nex time you swim together...
she swims like a gawddamned whale... *laughs laughs laughs*... *watch the way she gulps for air*... *laughs*...
and the toad has horrifyinly lousy stamina for her size... *laughs*
i was at junction eight today... and i saw a set of pierre cardin's lingerie for 38 bucks... and it is fuschia... how pretty...
anyway... the new set of brazilian nude undies at trimph is so pretty...
its pink too... *laughs* its really really pretty...

2005-04-16T22:43:00.000-07:00

*sighhhh*...
i'm so bored nowadays...
my weekdays are a drag...
my weekends which promises to be vastly better...
are in truth not any better... *sigh*...
we spend an average of four hours together a week...
probably less than five hours on the phone a week...
*sigH*... what good is it bein together at all...
*sigh*... this is depressin...
maybe i should start lookin for a job which would occupy my week...
then maybe i will stop mopin and rantin...
*sigh*...

2005-04-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

xiujuan... peishan and i are supposed to meet for a swim...
heh... i think peishan needs a tan pretty urgently...
i should tan pretty sparingly otherwise i would look like a south african...
heh... and see everyone... my chatterbox is up...
everyone please tag and tell me you love me... *yAY*

2005-04-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

damn... i have such discouragin friends...
the poem i posted was written by yours truly on the 20th of December last year...
it is my masterpiece... damn...
heh... i had to clarify the piece was done by me...
heh... it is approximately fifteen minutes to the show...
i like tay ping hui... he is like drop dead gorgeous... *dRooLz*
*cackles*... oh yay... i get to ogle at him...
and toady is goin to help me with a chatterbox on my blog...
yay... everyone must tag...

2005-04-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

heh... this is the origin of the name of my blog...

"Grant me a drop of wine in this
swirlin mist of soft hours.
For reality confounds me so.
Lain beside you in naked splendour
of skin soft and smooth like alabastar.
Perfection of an alluring temptress.
You, with all your infallible angel-like attributes
fell in lieu' with her slumberous breathin
your traitorous heart pickin its tempo.
Our insalubrious romance, a broken-winged dream."

2005-04-14T08:12:00.000-07:00

hm... i received a mail from ntu this afternoon...
regardin an aptitude test and an interview to shortlist the candidates...
i am supposed to bring along some portfolio... *gasP*...
damn... what portfolio... i think many of the people i know writes...
er... but it is weird to collect these writings i think...
anyway... quan quan received a similar letter as i did... and we would probably head down to ntu together...
damn... i abhor interviews... i don't have the habit of sellin myself... *roll eyes*
alright... i think i should start countin my blessins... shut up victoria...
anyway... xiujuan asked me to help her with a christian name...
i suggested... godzilla gan siew kuen... *LAUGHS*
please... address her a godzilla gan in future... *laughs laughs laughs*
enough bullshittin... *sigh*... why isn't any one callin me on my mobile anymore...
*yAy*... marcus is out of course... *heE*...
meanin he would have time for me... *yAy*... he has only time for dinner though...
it is good enough really... because i haven't met up with him for a very long time...
mike had my number from desmond... and he messaged to wish me well...
i am really happy he did well for the A's... heh... feels good to catch up with some really good primary school friends...
yAy... casandra is talkin to me now... adios..